cannot stand this depression

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Thu Apr 23, 2009 4:23 am

Hi everyone,
I am really depressed this morning because I did not drink the day before, but gave into it last night, I been crying all morning and I am at work right now pretending everything is ok as always. I mask the pain I am in, which most of you know about. I am in the 5th session in the program, I was feeling so postive yesterday until I took that first drink,then another, then another. My husband has a drinking issue so wiskey is always on hand. Please can anyone help me with drinking thing?

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Thu Apr 23, 2009 5:47 am

hi all,
some of us have been where you are now. hang in there and get through the program. the one that said that they felt like God had called them into the ministry.hang in there and look up and know that He will never leave you nor forsake you. know that you have firends on here anytime you need them all you have to do it let us know.
the one that has a few drinks and then some more. please read my profile.t will tell you the hell I put myself through.knowing that the next day I would wake up woth the same problem and have to face it again.be strong and know that you can get through this without the alcohol.I did it for 15 years and it was not worth it. take care and know that you are in our thoughts and prayers.
here is my email address if you ever need to ask questions donnjackie2004@live.com

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Thu Apr 23, 2009 5:52 am

dayna brown,
did you perhaps get a chance to go to the fire conference in raleigh n.c. last october.I recently went to the one in atlanta as well as raleigh and was an usher.I will be going to brazil on the 29th of may and return on the 12th of june.as few years ago I could not have gone because of the panic,anxiety,agrophobia,depression,IBS.but thank God its gone now.so hang in there and know you can rise above it and come out on top.
friends these days are hard to come by. not like it used to be.
remember this.if God leads you to it. then He will take you through it.
have a blessed week and we will keep you in our thoughts and prayers.
don

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Thu Apr 23, 2009 7:09 am

Thank you *D* for the kind words, I am feeling better now. I bring my guide book and relaxation cd to work with me. So am trying to forgive myself again and start over with the not drinking thing. God gave me another day to do the right thing. Because of the alcohol still in my system I was having much panic attacks. Thanks again.

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Thu Apr 23, 2009 11:25 am

take it one day at a time and before you know it.it will be out of your system and you can use the program and cds to get you though the hard times and know that we will be praying for you.just know that you can do anything that you put your mind to.change is hard I know because we live like we do and when things that we understand happens to us.it makes us scared.take care and let us know how you are doing. we will keep praying that God will take the desire to drink like HE did me.if HE can do it for me then HE can do it for you.HE is no respector of persons.God Bless.
don
if HE takes you to it then HE will bring you through it.

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Sat May 30, 2009 2:40 pm

I hate feeling like this too, and want to cry all day long and just sleep, I wait for the night to come so I could just sleep. Your not alone.

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Wed Jun 03, 2009 6:35 am

Originally posted by Ms. T Bones:
Dear CG,
Slow me down, Lord
Ease the pounding of my heart
by the quieting of my mind.
Steady my hurried pace with a
vision of the eternal reach of time.
Give me, amid confusion of the day, the calmness of everlasting hills.
Break the tensions of my nerves and muscles
with the soothing music of the singing streams that live in my memory.
Help me to know the magical restoring power of sleep.
Teach me the art of taking minute vacations-of slowing to look at a flower, to chat with a friend, to pat a dog, to read a few lines from a good book.
Slow me down, Lord, and inspire me to send my roots deep into the soil of life's enduring values that I may grow toward stars of my greater destiny.

I pray reading the thread I posted helps you!!!

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Wed Jun 03, 2009 6:44 am

[QUOTE]Originally posted by ruth yaple:
Slow me down, Lord
Ease the pounding of my heart
by the quieting of my mind.
Steady my hurried pace with a
vision of the eternal reach of time.
Give me, amid confusion of the day, the calmness of everlasting hills.
Break the tensions of my nerves and muscles
with the soothing music of the singing streams that live in my memory.
Help me to know the magical restoring power of sleep.
Teach me the art of taking minute vacations-of slowing to look at a flower, to chat with a friend, to pat a dog, to read a few lines from a good book.
Slow me down, Lord, and inspire me to send my roots deep into the soil of life's enduring values that I may grow toward stars of my greater destiny.

Abymuse · Post by **Abymuse** » Wed Jun 03, 2009 2:16 pm

thats amazing