cannot stand this depression

CG822 · Post by **CG822** » Thu Apr 16, 2009 9:32 am

I hate feeling like this, something we all know too well about. I am torn in my own head, cant find a balance, dont knwo what to do for myself. Stuck, stuck, stuck. I wanna cry, all day long, meds arent working lately, one thing falls and y whole life falls. why? WHen is my turn coming? I thought Id met a great guy and now hes putting the breaks on everything because he is scard, he is newly divorced. I understand, but i guess im broken a bit. Im so depressed. I can find inner peace. I hate this...

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Thu Apr 16, 2009 10:53 am

Hello.

I know the feeling of being depressed. Sometimes I feel depressed for no apparent reason. I wonder if I was depressed my whole life. The medications help some but sometimes they don't work. I wish I wasn't so depressed and afraid all the time. I would like to do something with my ideas but I don't even know where to start. Don't despair, I am sure there is a wonderful man out there if you know where to find one. If you want to talk sometime, my e-mail address is nsg2621@yahoo.com. Good bye and good luck.

Sincerely,

Nelson S. Godoy

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Sun Apr 19, 2009 10:50 am

Hang in there...Do the program, then take action...You will be fine!!!!

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Wed Apr 22, 2009 8:00 am

Be grateful that your trying, so long as we try it's ok. Never give up, all of us are here for a reason, we all have something to offer. Live life in the present, not the past, not the future, and you will see results. None of us is alone, we can take comfort in that. With my depression I have decided to overcome it and live life to the fullest by living in the present. Remember positive self talk, always keep your internal dialog positive and see life as an adventure....God Bless...

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Wed Apr 22, 2009 9:50 am

It is crazy how it affects our lives.at times i feel like i cant take it anymore. I believe i am called to be in the ministry, so i love to encourage others,but if i am going through this anxiety and depression, i dont feel comfortable letting others know b/c i feel i have to always be strong for them. With hardly any friends, i keep it in and that makes it worse!

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Wed Apr 22, 2009 10:42 am

Thanks everyone for the positive responses. I lke to read all of these daily to remind me that i am not alone and we are all in this together even though we dont know eachother. I am going to go over the program again, I keep giving myself a ton of positive self talka dn I am praying almost hourly.

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Wed Apr 22, 2009 3:23 pm

Hi There...I read these postings, earlier, so, I posted a thread called "Depression"...
especially, for your guys.

I pray it helps each of you!!!! God Bless!!!

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Wed Apr 22, 2009 4:30 pm

where is the thread? I cannot find it!

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Wed Apr 22, 2009 4:42 pm

Dear CG,
It is under the General Comments section...Scroll down once in this section and you will find it...

I pray reading the thread I posted helps you!!!

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Thu Apr 23, 2009 4:23 am

Hi everyone,
I am really depressed this morning because I did not drink the day before, but gave into it last night, I been crying all morning and I am at work right now pretending everything is ok as always. I mask the pain I am in, which most of you know about. I am in the 5th session in the program, I was feeling so postive yesterday until I took that first drink,then another, then another. My husband has a drinking issue so wiskey is always on hand. Please can anyone help me with drinking thing?