Then I had my first gallbladder attack

In one way I feel relieved knowing what part of the cause is, but yet feel very depressed. Not being able to each more than rice cakes, veg soup and cream of rice is really getting to me, along with that this has been going on for almost 2 months now.
Don't know what to do to get past this depression and I really don't want to take more meds. Plus the one I was given, Doxepin was just horrible. My GP gave me Paxil, but there again just don't want to take more meds, but I did take paxil the last time I had bad anxiety and depression back in '99 and it worked then.
I have been unable to work and the financial stress is getting to me as well.
Any suggestions?
Laura