I've fallen into the depths...
TO klh 163-
If you're feeling sick,sad and out of control,
give your life to the ONE that is the only S-O-L-U-T-I-O-N.
If you have nowhere to turn and always alone,
reach out for the sky,where all bad things are gone
If you feel like floating in the midst of your racing thoughts-STOP THEM,MAKE THEM STOP
It's past 1 am and I AM answering your post,
Fear not ,you're never alone.ANGEL2
If you're feeling sick,sad and out of control,
give your life to the ONE that is the only S-O-L-U-T-I-O-N.
If you have nowhere to turn and always alone,
reach out for the sky,where all bad things are gone
If you feel like floating in the midst of your racing thoughts-STOP THEM,MAKE THEM STOP
It's past 1 am and I AM answering your post,
Fear not ,you're never alone.ANGEL2
klh,
I could've written your post. I posted a more lengthly post right before you called "in a rut." I hope you'll go read it. I might make you feel better to know someone understands and that you're not alone.
I feel the exact feeling you do right now. Alone, alone, so alone. My thoughts race with every discouraging thing it can find. I am wishing for bedtime because when I'm asleep, it's peaceful. Feeling good feels like a million miles away.
I try to talk to my husband but he gets tired of it and it interupts football. I can't let anyone else know the depths I'm in. I have to put up a front when I want to scream.
Please try to keep the faith that tomorrow will be a better day. Some say take it day by day, I say minute by minute but OOOOOHHHH it's so slow. I know in my head I'll come out of the pit in a day or too but can't see that far down the line right now.
Please know that I care about you and your suffering as do so many others here. I don't feel like doing a thing but know if we got busy, we'd feel better. Is there something to take your mind off the depths?
Please stay strong and keep the faith. You may be going thru this to be able to help someone else up one day.
If it isn't against the rules, private message me and I'll give you my number so we can talk if that will help. Anything I can do for you, I'd be happy to help. I will say a prayer for you to be lifted up and given peace in your struggle.
I believe we will feel good again and soon- just hang in there and a new day is coming.
All my best wishes and love, Beverly
I could've written your post. I posted a more lengthly post right before you called "in a rut." I hope you'll go read it. I might make you feel better to know someone understands and that you're not alone.
I feel the exact feeling you do right now. Alone, alone, so alone. My thoughts race with every discouraging thing it can find. I am wishing for bedtime because when I'm asleep, it's peaceful. Feeling good feels like a million miles away.
I try to talk to my husband but he gets tired of it and it interupts football. I can't let anyone else know the depths I'm in. I have to put up a front when I want to scream.
Please try to keep the faith that tomorrow will be a better day. Some say take it day by day, I say minute by minute but OOOOOHHHH it's so slow. I know in my head I'll come out of the pit in a day or too but can't see that far down the line right now.
Please know that I care about you and your suffering as do so many others here. I don't feel like doing a thing but know if we got busy, we'd feel better. Is there something to take your mind off the depths?
Please stay strong and keep the faith. You may be going thru this to be able to help someone else up one day.
If it isn't against the rules, private message me and I'll give you my number so we can talk if that will help. Anything I can do for you, I'd be happy to help. I will say a prayer for you to be lifted up and given peace in your struggle.
I believe we will feel good again and soon- just hang in there and a new day is coming.
All my best wishes and love, Beverly

long time no seen.I was bipolar 1-considered healed already,by GOD,though a lot of people don't believe me.How? holistic approach:church prayer,faith,sexual abstinence,pills,more faith,forgiveness of my enemies,shrink,love,weight loss,change of meds to more effective ones,etc,etc,etc.you get my drift.ah, i forgot effort,work,etc.if you need info about bipolar i'm the one to talk to.Bye.ANGEL2.
