Good News

Ricky Szczygielski · Post by **Ricky Szczygielski** » Thu Jan 29, 2009 3:51 pm

I have a little bit of good news to share, I went to Wal-Mart today and even before I went in I started getting really dizzy and felt like I was going to faint but I forced myself to go in. Once I got in I sat on a bench for about 10 minutes till I got used to the place somewhat and then I walked in all the way to the back of the store and bought myself a game and then walked around some more with my parents but then it hit me bad so I just walked back to the bench by the doors and stayed there. I was still inside so I wasn't totally running from it lol

energy · Post by **energy** » Thu Jan 29, 2009 4:35 pm

good for you ricky...facing the situations that cause our anxiety takes lots of courage so lots of kudos to you...keep it up!!

hunnie33 · Post by **hunnie33** » Thu Jan 29, 2009 4:48 pm

Good job bud!!! Its smalls steps along the way that will help you make the bigger steps. So next time, just try to float through the anxiety. Actually picture yourself floating. And then wait for the feeling to be over and continue shopping.

lizikins · Post by **lizikins** » Fri Jan 30, 2009 7:18 am

Great job Ricky! I know how hard it can be going into stores and walking around. I sometimes have to sit and calm down for a while until I get used to places too. It helps a lot. You are very strong for facing the fear : )

I was just wondering if you go to school? And if you do, does being in classes make you anxious? I have a lot of trouble with this.

Ricky Szczygielski · Post by **Ricky Szczygielski** » Fri Jan 30, 2009 7:50 am

Yes I am in my last year of high school and being in class since grade 7 was very difficult for me. If I am just given work to do I can usually do that to distract me but when I have to listen to the teacher do a lesson it always seems to be a lot harder to stay.

lizikins · Post by **lizikins** » Fri Jan 30, 2009 8:34 am

Ohhh. Yeah I graduated highschool last year and I'm taking classes at a community college right now till I get myself functioning better. I started having problems with anxiety when I was in 10th grade and I could barely ever sit in class. I would always feel good in class if everyone was talking and I could talk to my friends. I never liked the extreme quite and then you have to listen to the teacher. That's what I'm having trouble with in my college classes. College is a lot more flexible though trust me. You can just get up and walk out without the teacher saying WHERE ARE YOU GOING YOU NEED A PASS lol. If you ever wanna talk more just pm me : ]

Ricky Szczygielski · Post by **Ricky Szczygielski** » Fri Jan 30, 2009 4:26 pm

Lol that's sounds pretty cool that you don't have to ask or anything but when I get really bad anxiety I usually just run out not caring :p I do have a short story to tell though. Last year in my English class I had a really mean teacher that didn't understand my anxiety so he took me out in the hall one time before class and told me I wasn't allowed to leave class anymore so that made my anxiety even worse in that class, so one day it was so bad that I had to leave so I just got up and left but I forgot my bag, so next day I go back to see if I could find it and it was gone so i'm guessing he threw it out or something that's how much of a poop bag he was. Sorry for the language

Ricky Szczygielski · Post by **Ricky Szczygielski** » Fri Jan 30, 2009 4:27 pm

Oh and I forgot my sisters boyfriend asked me to go with him to get a fish tank so I went just me and him we drove there and I went in and helped him out, I even went in to the back to look at the fish, but pet stores are usually easy for me because you can distract yourself by looking at all the pets

lizikins · Post by **lizikins** » Sat Jan 31, 2009 4:31 am

Yeah that sucks when you get teachers like that who don't understand. I had my share of them in highschool, that's why I was so happy to graduate. That's great that you went with your sister's boyfriend to the pet store. The pet store is always interesting, especially pet stores with puppies

This summer I want to work at a pet store to earn some extra money.
Do you have a screenname on aol?

Ricky Szczygielski · Post by **Ricky Szczygielski** » Sat Jan 31, 2009 11:07 am

No I don't have aol but I use msn if your talking about an instant messenger.