Getting The Meds I Want

[Kenny98]

Here's my story...panic attacks daily, constant anxiety, and sometimes a little depressed.

When I take Xanax (half of a .25 pill) I feel GREAT for the entire day. I know it only works for a little while, but once I take it, the rest of my day is wonderful.

I take it probably twice a week. I've been doing this for about a year and a half.

My problem is, no doctor will give it to me no matter what I tell them or how I ask.

My mother gets it (.5 MG's 90 per month) and I get it from her and split it in fourths.

I don't want to tell my doc that my mom gives it to me because I know we can get in trouble. But every time I ask to try it, he says no because its 'addicting'.

What do I do?