i started in may, but just loged in for the first time.
It sounds like you have a lot going on--no wonder you're feeling stressed right now! I hope that when you see your doctor tomorrow, s/he will have some good suggestions for how to make yourself feel better. In the meantime, take some deep breaths, spend a little time doing something relaxing (reading or listening to music or doing whatever comforts you), and remember that everyone on these boards is here to support you! Feel better!! 
