Shattered faith

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Wed Apr 15, 2009 4:35 am

Hi Jim,I just wanted to bring to your attention the thread titled Desert place on this board.I think you,d really appreciate it.

Liz

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Fri May 22, 2009 9:35 am

Hey Jim,

Have been to all the places you have and more,don't talk much to believer's because of
"My family and friends have tried to help, but they don't really understand the depth of pain that I feel. When they talk about God they seem to get "preachy" instead of answering the questions that are in my heart." I think a real good down to earth help for you would be "Rick Warren's book a purpose Driven life".I've listened and spoken to many of the faithful in the past and they just don't seem to get it !!!!!Beware of looking for sign's and I know a lot of people that do and have gone the wrong direction because of it, I'm guilty of that myself in the past !!! One night the word came to me while I was sleeping,one word and simple,the word was "Know".That night I went to work and read from a simple little daily bread book and it talked about the passage John 1,5:13

No lights, shooting stars, or fire works ,but the point was well taking,simple and to the point.Hope this helps I read your entire story,mines 17 years long ,you will make it,and pray for me and all on this site.

Sincerely,Sit

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Fri May 22, 2009 10:30 am

I really feel like my faith is shattered. I can't seem to get much right anymore, no matter how hard I try. I always pray, look for signs of God opening doors. I thought this program was an open door, I guess not. I am thinking of discontuning the program. I'm just more stressed than I was before and my breathing has gotten worse. Thanks to those of you who have helped me, may God bless you all abundantly. He love you all.
Mary

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Fri May 22, 2009 12:50 pm

He loves you too...Mary...Please continue doing the program!!!! Don't give up that easily...I beg of you!!!

I sent you a PM...I pray that it helps you..

Life is what you make of it...It is also about your decisions, choices, and what you get out there and do to help yourself!!!

Don't worry about anything!!! Be Happy!!!!

I pray you have a wonderful night!!! God Bless

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Sat May 23, 2009 9:01 am

Thankyou Ms T Bones, I hear what you are saying and I did watch that awesome video. I do know that God loves me. I am still thinking and praying about quitting or not. Very ill to my stomach today from anxiety, so I know I need to make a decision and stick with it.
Mary

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Sat May 23, 2009 12:24 pm

Dear Miss Mary:
I feel like maybe you should just stop worrying right now about quitting anything.
I feel like saying to you to just relax.

There is a little lost girl inside of you. Try to love that little girl and comfort her. Talk to her and tell her she is safe.

Do you have any guided imagery cassetts or cd's.
I heard one once that was really good.
I don't know if I can describe it.

Imagine that you ar in this comfortable conue.
You are gliding down a smooth and gently flowing river. It is not too deep but only deep enough to keep your conoe afloat. The sky above you is blue. On the banks of this river are different varieties of plants growing. All kind of blooming flowers. You can smell the scent of wisteria, flocks,and all your favorite flower blossoms. You close your eyes. Feel the warmth of the sun on your face. Feel a gentle breeze lifting a strand of hair and kissing your cheek. You hear the call of a bird near by .

Continue on this conoe trip down that peaceful river until you are relaxed.

Don't try to make any decision right now. This is your time to rest.

Lean back and enjoy.

Just relax for a few days. Don't even worry about your breathing. Let that take care of itself.

Just love that little girl within and be very patient with her.

Close your eyes and rest.

Love,
mj

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Sat May 23, 2009 5:31 pm

Mary...What excellent advice Cornflower gave you!!! Cornflower...You are such a wise person!!! God Bless

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Sun May 24, 2009 4:03 am

Cornflower thanks for reminding me to slow down and relax. You are right. I do quite often picture myself floating down the river in my raft,(would rather actually be doing it!) it is very relaxing for me.
About the little girl in me, you could be right about that one also.
Blessings,Mary

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Wed May 27, 2009 3:03 am

Hello Mary
I just saw your post. Please do not give up on God, yourself or this program. God has led you to this program and it can change your life. I am proof of this. I have suffered with severe anxiety and panic attacks all my life. I went through this program last year with a coach. Thank God it has transformed my life in the last several months. I am free of debiliating fear and anxiety. I am living and enjoying the life God wants me to have. I still have stress in my life but I have the tools that prevent it from escalating into anxiety, obessessive thinking and those awful panic attacks.

Please never give up. God will see you though. This program will change your life. You are so worth it. Take care and God bless.