Kind of introducing myself

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TemperAnxietyStress
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Kind of introducing myself

Post by TemperAnxietyStress » Mon May 09, 2011 9:14 pm

Hi all,

So, I chose my username, figuring I'd have to add on a number or something and was amazed no one else had taken it. If only there was space to add depression to the list. I am definitely struggling with a bit of stress, lots of temper, some anxiety and have had depression in varying degrees for so long I can't remember when it came on. I am the mother of a nearly three year old beautiful, sweet, loving, happy little girl and married to a man who is enduringly patient and pushed me to get into this program. I'm only on session two but I'm glad he did, because it's a relief to know I'm not alone. I look around at the range of people suffering from the different things I suffer with and am so grateful to find others who seem to be in the same boat as me. I did go on meds very briefly for my depression when my daughter was about six weeks old but my doctor took me off it quickly because I had nasty side effects. I take a Vitamin D every day and make sure I get outside at least once a day, especially on sunny days to help with it but I have some huge bouts...although recently they don't last as long. I think knowing that I don't want my daughter to worry about me has helped make the bouts shorter but obviously it's just temporary. Sometimes I'll think I'm in control and okay and then something will just make me either blow up or start sobbing...or both. So, that's my story. If you want to know more about me, feel free to ask me anything. :) Oh, and my name is Amy. :)

Gigi123
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Re: Kind of introducing myself

Post by Gigi123 » Mon May 09, 2011 10:13 pm

Welcome, Amy! You've come to a good place. I'm sure you'll find a lot of comfort in reading about other's experiences. You are certainly not alone! We tend to be pretty emotionally charged individuals but you'll come to see that this is not all bad. I've come to embrace my sensitivity and see it in a positive light. I think we experience a lot of positives as well in life with much more intensity, which can be a truly beautiful thing. On the flip side, we can get upset very easily as well. This program will teach you how to use positive outlets to deal with these emotions. Good for you for ordering the program, it sounds like you have a very supportive partner which is so avery important throughout this journey.

TemperAnxietyStress
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Re: Kind of introducing myself

Post by TemperAnxietyStress » Mon May 09, 2011 11:40 pm

Hi Gigi!

Thanks for your comments. One of the first things I heard Lucinda mention in this program is how we need to find an outlet and I'm so glad I'm a writer (though not published yet) and can write some of my feelings into my stories. I find writing about a world outside my own and a life of love, joy, peace, adventure etc is actually quite therapeutic. I'm so glad I have that outlet. At times it's not enough and I need to force myself to talk about my stresses, but it's funny how much easier it is to talk to a stranger about my struggles versus someone close to me. Thanks for the warm welcome, Gigi. It's good to find people like me who I can use as sounding boards and I hope will use me in the same way. :)

Amy

Gigi123
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Re: Kind of introducing myself

Post by Gigi123 » Mon May 09, 2011 11:54 pm

You're welcome, Amy! Writing is such a wonderful outlet. I keep a journal within my writing program to vent and write down my feelings, it's so good to get it out! It's nearing 600 pages, just a little venting going on there,hehe But I have been writing in it now for the past few years. I find especially because we're very analytical people, it's good top get all those thoughts out on paper.

I agree, it is sometimes much easier to speak to a complete stranger about this than someone within your own tight knit circle. My boyfriend has been very supportive but at the same time he doesn't understand anxiety, so it's nice to talk to others who can appreciate and understand what you're experiencing. I also found seeing a therapist helped me a lot! And I only had to go for few sessions, maybe 4 or 5 at most? So I would highly recommend that as well.

maryanne_g
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Re: Kind of introducing myself

Post by maryanne_g » Tue May 10, 2011 7:55 am

Hi, My name is Maryanne. And I am just starting the program. I am on session 2 also. It is really encouraging to see how others are dealing with the same things and are able to overcome it. So welcome and I guess we are all in this together and are working towards recovery.

Maryanne

Paisleegreen
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Re: Kind of introducing myself

Post by Paisleegreen » Wed May 18, 2011 3:27 pm

Hi Amy--I discovered many years ago after having my first two children and experiencing a lot of stress in my early years of married life due to financial hardship and changes in my environment. Mainly, living in a whole new state that is very cold and away from my family of origin was very difficult. I was told by a Dr to walk for an hour, read Charlie's Monument, and journal. Many things have since happened since that first advice, but it helped me with depression as I was given a Anti-depressant way back then that totally knocked me off my feet, I couldn't do anything, I was like a Zombie. I was afraid of Drs to call my OBGYN to tell him what the Anti-depressant was doing to me so I just went off of it.

Anyway, the Dr that gave me the advice previously written, was an internist and I only went to see him after talking to someone else that really had bad anxiety, that needed someone to be with her all the time. This was a new concept to me way back then, as I never had that type of problem. I'm glad I met her and saw the Internist who also at the time gave me a prescription for Restoril, that really helped me the most instead of the anti-depressant from the OB/GYN. Because at the time, I had a 3 year old and a 18 month old and operating a Shelter Home where I wasn't able to sleep very well because some of the clients were up at night.

Also, at the time, the owner of the shelter home was not paying me for what I was worth, as I had already ran a shelter home with less clients and I had full day breaks from caring for them 3 times a week, not the case of this new Shelter Home.

Anyway, I am just telling you this story because I know what it is like to suffer from stress, anxiety and depression, and it started when I was much younger. I wish I had this Program back then, but the advice of walking, journaling and reading a positive book helped me go about life's struggles for quite some time, for many, many years. Until eventually, I did go on anti-depressants due to a deeper depression and stresses of life really got to me and noone to really talk to.

So I'm free of anti-depressants and starting life now in the later stages, at an older age and now a Grandmother of two and more children that are adults now. I can say that having this Program available and the website here for us to talk to eachother is a Godsend. It has really helped me to overcome my fears or at least understand them and why I am having them.

So glad to hear from you and the others that have posted! Paislee :mrgreen:

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