It makes me so angry and winded to hear this stuff like the Amish have dog mills and use the bodies of little dogs as fertilizer. I can't deal. I have two beautiful Min Pins who are really my children. Nothing I do feels like it is enough. I donate my money and time and have fostered and rescued dogs, yet it's never enough. It's all I can think about. I can't believe that in NY state hurting a dog is not even a felony. In Michigan and Illinois, I think it is. Meanwhile copying a movie IS considered a felony. Gag, barf eh. I don't know how to filter out these negative thoughts.
I do so well filtering out all others. I've been doing the program for 2 years and have done so well and I'm so much happier and healthier now than ever before, but this just makes me wipe out. I see the looks on my precious doggie's faces and wonder what sadistic psychopath could hurt a living being as loving, sweet and sensitive as them. Someone once said to me that most people don't care about you, but most dogs will love you. That is so true. Sorry, I have a tremendous amount of respect for dogs and still don't know how to cope when I hear about things like that.
Any advice? I guess I can't help them all, but...
