My new RELATIONSHIP with God

dbuttercup · Post by **dbuttercup** » Wed Nov 19, 2008 6:58 pm

I just finished reading The Shack what a life changing book it has been…… What a life changing few weeks it has been!
All just after watching two documentaries on Catholicism and Christianity that totally crushed and devastated almost any remaining thought, that I may possibly believe in “religion” at all. This, to me, meant I did not believe in God… at all, or did it? Well at that moment it did; and that was scary and I was angry! I only know that I wanted answers, I had been searching and searching and never finding what it was that was missing in my heart. I knew the loss of my sister was an enormous amount of the scared and confused part of it, but there were questions too. So many things I did not and could not understand and the more I tried to understand the harder it seemed to get to find the answer, and the more questions I seemed to have. Nothing ever satisfied or made real sense to me. I know people talk about blind faith and just believing in his will; but that just wasn’t cutting it for me, I need more, but what do you do when there are no real answers, just more questions, doubt, anger & guilt? For me it was this book; this incredible answer to so many of the emotions and questions that I was feeling.
What an amazing chain of events he placed before me… to bring me home.
How my life is changing! I don’t know if I can even explain. Reading this book has taken me on a journey of such raw emotion and healing. Emotions I not only tried not to feel but was terrified and ashamed of feeling; and some I didn’t know what to call what I was feeling until the character felt them and I could cry and say yes, yes that’s it!!!
During the time I was about mid-way through the book I was watching T.V. one afternoon- well it was on- and I had been contemplating and thinking about the events in the book. I had to read it rather slowly as it took time to process all the emotions I had been feeling. Anyways, I kind of snapped out of it when I noticed an infomercial I had seen months before maybe a year or so back; for StressCenter for Stress and anxiety. I have been on anti-depressants (this series)for about 7yrs. And struggle with anxiety and depression daily. I watched it about half way through and decided to purchase it. It wasn’t one of my impulse buys this time; I just knew that this was what I needed; the tools to help me gain control of my anxiety and depression. Now I know that Papa :p and his guidance will be there to guide me through. And I will not be to proud this time to raise my hands in praise and ask for his help and strength.

Jane · Post by **Jane** » Thu Nov 20, 2008 1:46 am

I loved the shack, too. I was in the same sort of place when this program advertisement came on the radio and agreed to try it for 30 days. I have been on and off of antidepressants for 40 years. i have been off for the last 15 months. I am positive that my relationship with God is the source of life. I am also convinced that the skills this program offers are coming my way at the right time for me to put them to good use!

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Thu Nov 20, 2008 2:36 am

I havent' read that book but I am a believer and I'm so HAPPY to hear that you're looking to God for help. He never lets us down.

Two nights ago I had a really bad PA and hadn't had one in awhile. I literally thought I was going crazy and was going to have to go to the mental hospital. It scared me half to death! Thankfully my husband reminded me that I was just having a panic attack and I made it through without embarrassing myself.

I came online to check out Stresscenter because I needed to be reassured that I was OK. Unfortunately the site was down. So, I got out my Bible and my journal and started praying and writing my feelings out to God. He calmed me down and I made it through, leaning on him.

It's nice to have you guys here, but it's important to be able to take care of ourself, and for me that includes God helping me. He is always there. He never goes "down" like a web site and is never tired of being there like some friends can be.

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Thu Nov 20, 2008 3:17 pm

Hello, I would like a little more information on the book "The Shack" who is is by and tell me a little more what its about.

Thanks,

Angie

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Thu Nov 20, 2008 3:32 pm

Originally posted by Maria Angie:
Hello, I would like a little more information on the book "The Shack" who is is by and tell me a little more what its about.

Thanks,

Angie

It is an absolutly amazing book!
Please take a moment to check out the website. I am going to purchase several and give it as a Christmas gift. I think people can relate to the feeling in this book on so many levels.

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