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[rene50]

as i have said before- i developed extreme anxiety and panic after my baby was born a year ago. (PPD/PPA) anyway everyone said it was going to get better but i have tried several medications and all the other moms that developed this at the same time i did are pretty much better and have gotten on with their lives. granted we were all a little different. my panic seemed more extreme. first attack was in the hospital after my baby was born and the pregnancy was EXTREMELY STRESSFUL. anyway i will go a couple days feeling like the old me is coming back and then i feel worse than ever. i have had a woozy like floaty head feeling for months now and i get really bad headaches every day too. i have had everything checked medically but still feel like something is being missed. i just do not feel grounded if that makes any sense. now as of the last few days i am feeling i guess a lot more depression mixed in with the anxiety and i feel like i do not have any more fight in me and am soo scared i am going to be this way forever and not be able to enjoy my baby or my life again

[Guest]

Hello rene I am sorry to hear that your feeling down. It's not easy after having a baby. I felt alot like you when I had my first. I wish I had the program back then because I think I would have benfited from it.

I felt the way you did for a good year or more after my son was born.

I hope you have the program. I will say a prayer for you. Hang in there. Keep in tough. Good luck and God Bless.

[Guest]

You are not alone in the way you feel! I am just starting week 12 of the program and the thing I have learned the Most from all of this is that the way I think is what made me have panic attacks every day...are you on the program?I have learned to control my way of thinking once again and now I am in better control! You WILL be able to enjoy your life again and you WILL be able to enjoy your child!! Do not question that..do not settle for anything less...get determine to get better and convince yourself that you will be 'your ol self' again...be faithful to this program and you will go a long way in a short time! I am very confident of that because if I could get out of that lonely scary place I was, so can you!
**Smiles**