Hello everybody !
My name is Milos,29 years old and writing from SE Europe...from Serbia.My problems started in january 2008,had some intestinal probles that seemed like IBS and depletion of strenght,getting tired real fast.But it took my a while to go and see my doctor.I did the blood works and it showed elevated liver enzymes and did te stool analisys and it showed candida overgrowth.Then they sent me to do a liver MRI and it showed a "mass" that was preliminary described as a cancer.From then on ... got phisically worse...heavy loss of strenght,couldn't even get out of the bed,no apetite,blurry vision,spacy feelings....feelings of unreality.Fineally I ended up in a hospital been there for while...every day under the impression that I had cancer and that I'm going to die.And all of the sudden ..they say...well we were wrong,you just have a fatty liver (the mass was a piece of fat like a ball) ... and they let me go home.But I wasn't feeling any better .... I had imprinted those heavy dark feelings...and sensetions of vertigo,dizziness...and they still follow me.Even though I am healthy...I'm affraid to go out,especially on my own...I fear that I might fall down ..I constantly remember how I felt before and anticipate when will it happen again.Because when it happens...it drags me down so hard...that I lose my confidence really easy.I'm in search for a good therapist here...and help is really hard to find....also I think for starters I will need some medications for a short period to get me through this.
Also I am working on getting rid of candida...cause I heard that that yeast can produce ethanol in your body thus creating bio-chemical interference in your brain and making you feel those wierd symptoms.....so I'm not still shure is it panic attacks and anxiety or candida or a combination of both....they (the doctors) did fill my head with a lot of crap and scared me pretty much.And I used to be such an outgoing person...athlete...and now....I feel safe only at home....when I'm outside..I constantly "monitor" myself....how am I doing,how's my breathing...are my legs wobbly,is my neck stiff...thus...leading to panic eventually....still not mentaly strong enough to cope with it all.
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Milos
I am so sorry for all that you have gone thru. It must have been horrible to have gone thru it. Keep looking for a doctor to help you and to find out if it is panic/anxiety. And keep coming back here, this is a very good place to be to help you thru this. I wish you the best and let us here from you and how you are doing.
I am so sorry for all that you have gone thru. It must have been horrible to have gone thru it. Keep looking for a doctor to help you and to find out if it is panic/anxiety. And keep coming back here, this is a very good place to be to help you thru this. I wish you the best and let us here from you and how you are doing.
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Well to tell you the truth...now it seems that physicaly I'm ok.Everything checked out ok,abdominal CT ok,ultrasounds ok,bloodworks ok...I just need to stay off fatty foods for a while to help my liver regenerate and lose the acumulated fat.
The doctors frightened me...for a month or two...they prematurely said a few wrong things such as cancer,malignant and other stuf...that sent me plumiting.And then I started to think what if...and then I started to feel fainty,dizzy,weak....I was under the constant stress for about 2 months...totally convinced that I was sick...and the paradox is now that I am not...I can't shake that awful feeling...and I still anticipate when will I get dizzy,when will I start to shake....If I walk for to long,especially by myself...I think I'll lose strnght and fall down....heart bits 100 mph...etc...
The doctors induced the anxiety....and now I'm in search for a good therapist (the doctor for yhe mind) and stay the hell away from those "body" doctors ....
Sadly it's still and issue here in Serbia in the 21st century to order something such as this programme online...no delivery to Serbia.
So I'm kinda stuck...I read this forum and find some ease of mind knowing that I am not alone....and the dissorder can be mannaged.
But I just hate it...when I fel it coming again....just hate it.Can't stop fighting it...can't let go ..and flow with it...too intense.
The doctors frightened me...for a month or two...they prematurely said a few wrong things such as cancer,malignant and other stuf...that sent me plumiting.And then I started to think what if...and then I started to feel fainty,dizzy,weak....I was under the constant stress for about 2 months...totally convinced that I was sick...and the paradox is now that I am not...I can't shake that awful feeling...and I still anticipate when will I get dizzy,when will I start to shake....If I walk for to long,especially by myself...I think I'll lose strnght and fall down....heart bits 100 mph...etc...
The doctors induced the anxiety....and now I'm in search for a good therapist (the doctor for yhe mind) and stay the hell away from those "body" doctors ....
Sadly it's still and issue here in Serbia in the 21st century to order something such as this programme online...no delivery to Serbia.
So I'm kinda stuck...I read this forum and find some ease of mind knowing that I am not alone....and the dissorder can be mannaged.
But I just hate it...when I fel it coming again....just hate it.Can't stop fighting it...can't let go ..and flow with it...too intense.
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Milos,
So nice to have you join our group, although, I'm sorry you are having anxiety. You have found the right place for help. I'm so sorry they will not send the program to you, that just doesn't seem right. Keep coming here for support, we will help you all that we can, and I would definitely order the online version. It may not be as complete, but it is certainly a good start. I have not done the online version so I really don't know, all I do know is the home version is absolutely the best. Lucinda Bassett, has a book called Panic to Power. I think it would be good for you to read if you are able to get it there. I wish you the very best of luck, this condition anxiety, can be treated and you can recovery from this. I am living proof, as there are many others on this forum who can testify to the same.
Don't give up, hang in there, those here on this sight will give you the encouragement you need and know that you are not alone.
Your New Friend
Angla
So nice to have you join our group, although, I'm sorry you are having anxiety. You have found the right place for help. I'm so sorry they will not send the program to you, that just doesn't seem right. Keep coming here for support, we will help you all that we can, and I would definitely order the online version. It may not be as complete, but it is certainly a good start. I have not done the online version so I really don't know, all I do know is the home version is absolutely the best. Lucinda Bassett, has a book called Panic to Power. I think it would be good for you to read if you are able to get it there. I wish you the very best of luck, this condition anxiety, can be treated and you can recovery from this. I am living proof, as there are many others on this forum who can testify to the same.
Don't give up, hang in there, those here on this sight will give you the encouragement you need and know that you are not alone.
Your New Friend
Angla