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by *Chelsie* » Wed May 21, 2008 4:03 pm
I made it through my doctors appointment after anticipating it for 2 weeks. i was a little disappointed since she couldn't help me and told me to find a mental health professional because she's one of those homeopathic doctors so she doesn't work with antidepressants or anxiety meds. I also did my female exams and got a basic check up but now i'm stressing on the getting the results from my PAP and my blood test, even though i shouldn't have anythng to worry about.
My biggest accomplishment today though was going shopping for the first time in 5 years!! It felt amazing to be out doing something "normal" and being able to pick out my own clothes and try them on. It was great.
Tommorrow when i get up i'm going to start calling around to see if i can find a psychiatrist or someone that can help me.
I was disappointed about my doctor visit, but it's been a wonderful day
God Bless You All!
"I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times hard to handle... But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." -Marilyn Monroe