Do you ever feel like noone helps u??

[NinjaFrodo]

hey deedee

just to clear up because this has gone way out on a tangent, i didnt speak to her disrespectfully at all? maybe it seems that way in my post but i didnt, i just asked her to close the door because i was standing there naked doing somethng a bit embarassing to do with personal hygeine and that was that... my mum makes comments like that regardless of whether someone is disrespectful or not cause she's like that.
And it's not her house, it's actually mine

[Calebs Mom]

lau,
somehow i knew that you were working and probably paying most of the bills..you have alot on your plate.give yourself a pat on the back that you can work.some others in the program can not work..i saw that you are going to another country to study..good luck to you..take a deep breath and hang in there.better days are ahead.know that you are in our thoughts and prayers.
don

[Lynnier]

thanks so much foe the lovely support don, yeah i study and i work aswell although my anxiety would love me to stay in the house and mull on everything.
although i know it is going to be terrifying going to live abroad i feel like it is the ultimate test for me. the tapes talk about us THINKING we have a safe person or place, and i want to prove to myself that I am my safe person and even living somewhere really strange is a positive thing becuase I am building my future and becoming stronger anyone else have anything scary like that coming up in the future?