Just venting

Moontale · Post by **Moontale** » Wed Mar 05, 2008 11:31 pm

I just spent some time with my first love this past week. I traveled to my country to visit my family and her. I ám in the airpot now to come back to Las vegas and I am inmensely sad because I really love her, I don´t know if I would like to come back to have an actual relationship with her but God how much I miss her now. I dont understand life, sometimes if you think that you want to be happy and do what you feel I will leave everything and just be with her but you have to think in everything else, family, work, that I will never come back to live in my country, that she doesn´t want to leave her family and leave in he states. I mean why life can´t be happy. Why there is so much problems with everything.......If I was dying I would just come back and hug her but I can´t and that sucks. Que inutil soy Dios ayudame a pasar esto esta ansiedad me esta matando y solo quiero ser feliz , no mas ansiedad por favor break it, just break it Dios ayudame a pasar esto como siempre lo haces...una y ora vez, siempre lo haces.......Thank You for listening

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Thu Mar 06, 2008 11:26 am

Is that last tid bit a secret message for the spanish speaking people?

lf1117 · Post by **lf1117** » Thu Mar 06, 2008 11:49 am

I'm spanish and my husband is Puerto Rican and we don't understand what was typed....

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Thu Mar 06, 2008 11:52 am

It's a simple prayer ...

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Thu Mar 06, 2008 4:14 pm

Don't worry about the spanish I was just ventig to God to help me with the feeling.... I appreciate the prayer:) Thank you guys for reading it!