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by Guest » Wed Feb 10, 2010 11:14 am
I have been haven panic attacks since 1993 thou at the time i didnt really know thats what it was,i spent the next 4 years fighting this disorder without meds,i always thought it would just go away,but that was never the case every year it got worse,around 1997 i finally went to get help,i was prescribed paxil,i figure ok i scared of taking meds but i was tired of the panic attacks,so that same day being very scared i took it,waiting for what would happen i remember feeling a bit spacey but that was about it,well later that night not sure what happen,but while on the med i felt a panic come and let me tell what a feeling talk about bad reaction my blood felt like it was fire,very terrifying experience,it was the first time i took mes and it sure was the last,fast forward to today 2/10/2010,i was giving xanax and i been told the pros and cons from it,but i was tired of fighting this alone with just audio tapes and words of hope,took me at least 2 hours of walking back and forth looking at the xanax on the table,then after a quick inpulse i said ok now or never,i took it,and i will admit i was a bit freaked out,i was like i poisoned my self im going to go crazy useing this,etc,etc,etc so i freaked for about 10-15 min then i started to feel calm and happy,and ley me tell you for someone like me who never used a med for 15years until today,i for once feel hope,some of us need to face the truth,we can listen to a cd or watch a video and not take meds,but some of us really have to due to chemical imbalance in the brain,so dont be afraid cause anyway it gos what will you lose,your panic and anxiety symptoms,i think its well worth the risk to feel better then to live day end and day out with these symptoms so take it from me take your meds if you really need it,uts there for a reason.