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by darkcloud
Sun May 09, 2010 3:27 pm
Forum: Depression
Topic: Please help!
Replies: 9
Views: 2386

Hello ive been going through this for 15 years. I feel so not like myself. I am scared all the time, i feel unreal, I look at my kids and don't seem to have the energy to do anything with them. I love them so much and it hurts so bad to not be able to play with them and mold them to be good people. ...
by darkcloud
Thu Nov 05, 2009 3:35 pm
Forum: Prescription Medication Discussion
Topic: REMERON???
Replies: 7
Views: 2097

Has anyone used remeron for depression/anxiety. I take effexor and was prescribed remeron also. I also take 3mg of kolonopin and would like to try and wean off of it. Any Suggestions
by darkcloud
Fri Jul 03, 2009 5:14 pm
Forum: General Comments/Inquiries about
Topic: Need help veterans
Replies: 7
Views: 1462

I just got back from my appointment with my psychiatrist and told him about the program. He told me "CBT cannot be through a program, listening to cd's it needs to be done one on one with professionals" and " they're just trying to take your money" I don't know what to think, I started the program i...
by darkcloud
Wed Jun 10, 2009 1:40 pm
Forum: General Comments/Inquiries about
Topic: needing encouragement!!
Replies: 5
Views: 1250

Hello, I got the program about 6 weeks ago, and got to session 4, without noticing any real change or relief. I've gotten so frustrated and sidetracked, I stopped the program about 3 weeks ago, and haven't been able to start again. Should I just start it all over or just review till I get caught bac...
by darkcloud
Fri May 15, 2009 3:38 pm
Forum: General Comments/Inquiries about
Topic: might be losing my job...help
Replies: 4
Views: 1027

thank you for your response. I just have this feeling that I will be fired. If I do get fired I wont be able to collect unemployment. This company is well known for doing this to people who have worked their for a while. I will pray and let go and let god, I just don't need this stress right now. i ...
by darkcloud
Fri May 15, 2009 3:00 pm
Forum: General Comments/Inquiries about
Topic: might be losing my job...help
Replies: 4
Views: 1027

I learned today that I might be losing my job as early as next week. I have a daughter and fiance and many many bills, if I lose my job I honestly don't know what I will do. My anxiety and depression is bad enough as it is (im currently in session 4 with no progress to speak of) and now this. I made...
by darkcloud
Sun May 03, 2009 2:31 pm
Forum: General Comments/Inquiries about
Topic: when I talk
Replies: 2
Views: 1012

why when I talk do I listen to my own voice, and it doesn't even seem like it's me talking. Like im talking and listening to myself but it doesn't feels like me. It's so scary. Any Advice??
by darkcloud
Sat May 02, 2009 2:05 pm
Forum: Depression
Topic: finishing week 3 needing advice or encouragement???
Replies: 7
Views: 1550

I am finishing up week 3 and really do not feel I am getting anything out of this program. Im exercising, no caffeine, journaling, but I still feel the same. I carry the notebook with me but can't stop every time I get a negative thought, so I write when I can but not all day long. It just seems tha...
by darkcloud
Mon Apr 27, 2009 2:12 pm
Forum: General Comments/Inquiries about
Topic: could I have fried my brain with drugs?
Replies: 2
Views: 790

I am wondering if anyone has any insight on whether or not LSD fried my brain cells and that is why I feel this way. I only took it about a total of maybe ten times, but when I did have one bad trip, the symptoms of unreality and spaciness were what happened during my trip. I came out of it ok the n...
by darkcloud
Tue Apr 21, 2009 10:23 am
Forum: Depression
Topic: Am I in the right place???? Please help?
Replies: 7
Views: 1540

I have been doing the program for about a week and a half, and I don't think that I am going to get anything out of it. Everyday, is the same, I just can't stand these feelings of "unreality, depersonalization, weirdness" I feel so hopeless, I do all that is in the program and I don't think that It ...