I want to die

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the thing is i can never find anyone that isnt negative....theres like a sign on me saying pick on this chick or be mean to me...i dont know why coworkers wise friend wise they all turn against me...call me stupid so really i have no friends i have my hubby my brother which my brother cant even make it to me cuz he dont have a car...and it makes me mad when i talk to him im always freakin in an attack...and i have one friend that lives in california so i really dont get to speak to her much...and thats it...i try to meet new people but they are all backstabbing two faced...think im weird. or think its fun to call me stupid , retarded, lazy etc...and i dont do crap to them ihelp them thats all i do and be nice to them and thats what i get