You did it girl!! you just made another step in progress!!! You came to a conclusion and you are okay with it! GOD loves YOU for WHO YOU ARE! and to be quite honest, he doesn't care about what you are wearing right now! He sees your heart! and that my friend is IN THE RIGHT PLACE!! Give your self a pat on the back for a job well done and for NOT letting anxiety have the upperhand 
You're on your way
God bless and take care of YOURSELF(the wonderful person you are!!!),
Robin