Thank you all so much for your invaluable input! It gives me courage to try meds, and I totally understand about the importance of learning skills, that can help me for life. My hope is, that meds could help me to recover momentum to regain the energy, so I could go ahead with my life and not to be so anxious about the possible outcome, and - of course - in my mind it is always most bleak, negative one.. Anybody out there can identify with those thinking habits? I long for the day, when they are in my past..
Unia