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by penu » Wed Jun 04, 2008 5:58 pm
Kittiwake,
It has been quite awhile since that time in my life. First of all I gathered as much material on anxiety and depression as I could- focusing more on panic attacks. Every book basically had the same concept "change the way you think". Keep in mind I was agoraphobic so I had lots of time to work on me. I pretty much came up with my own therapy by combining what had been suggested in all the books. I kept a journal every day. I simply wrote how I felt each day and ended it by writing one good thing about myself-big or small. Each week I had to pick a day that I did not work or read anything to do with anxiety. On that day I would soak in the tub with my favorite CD and read a good book. I painted,talked to friends,worked on a puzzle, did anything that made me feel good. Eventually I learned how to relax again. One thing I did do that was so positive for me was just pray, this has nothing to do with religion. It had to do with desperation,for me anyway. I had a melt down one night and began the old "why me God" and learned quickly that venting to someone who wouldn't tell was very theraputic indeed. I also became very spiritual from then on. Through some of my research I learned that one of the hospitals in my area provided a phone service for people who suffered from panic attacks and couldn't leave their homes. Professionals would be available to speak and offer advice to those in need. Due to that program I eventually made it to the hospital to join a weekly group that gathered to support eachother,sharing eachothers struggles. I surrounded myself with lots of positive people,people that supported me by letting me recover at my own pace. I filled myself with only positive thoughts, I posted inspirational quotes everywhere in my house, I day dreamed all the time. I dreamed of what I wanted my life to be and then I made it happen. I had patience, I took my time and slowly I became like a different person. It is true that the more you put yourself in those challanging situations the more power it gives you. I also learned to surrender to life,let things happen and learn to cope. Only one reason I purchased this program is "Fear of Flying". The program was a great refresher for me. One of the first books I read back then was from Panic to Power. It took me a year before I went back to work so I had a lot of time to work on myself. Changing the way you think is key,I truely believe that.