Can't survive another "it didn't work"

Pat D · Post by **Pat D** » Mon Jul 06, 2009 11:14 am

I just found out today that my husband ordered this program for me. It just came in the mail. I was furious with him. But, I know he loves me and I promised to at least look at the info.
I have been dealing with clinical depression for 30 yrs, many medications, counseling sessions of all types, shock treatments, psych hospital, substance abuse with opiates, behavior therapy, group therapy, NA and I have spent a lot of money. Each new med, new counselor, new treatment, etc. brought me hope that this might work. When it didn't, I went into a deeper depression and more feelings of hopelessness and failure. I'm really tired and don't even know if I have the strength to do this, even if I wanted to. My husband is very worried and sees the pain I'm in. I just can't do this anymore. Please tell me how or why this program would be any different from what's available. Since part of my depression manifests itself as distrust and paranoia, how do I believe that it's not all about getting the most money out of me?

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Mon Jul 06, 2009 3:35 pm

I think the most important think to do when doing this program is really do it wholehearted and don't be skeptical which will probably be hard for you but to really get the most out off it just try not to be skeptical and just give it your all and give it a chance if you want it bad enough you'll do it and push through it. Good luck!

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Mon Jul 06, 2009 3:59 pm

I am just starting this program. I am in week one. Can't tell you if it works or not yet but maybe we can do this together.