Gosh, that's all I've been doing today, and last night, and the day before. I finally determined it was due to many losses I've had, but one in particular is losing my 15 year old son to suicide. Everything is else is added upon and gaged by that pain.
But movies and reading others stories and their thoughts help me to cry, church hymns and beautiful songs, soloists, and music get me going.
Sometimes they are good cries and other times they are not. I've had tears of joy lately and those are so sweet. But lately, they are tears of sadness and I realize I'm grieving some more, just when I think I'm okay, I start thinking of my loved ones that have passed on, along with my special pets. Paislee