Having a bad day..
I have been off work for the past week due to tonsillitis and today is the first day I feel well enough to work. Well, almost. My tonsils feel fine, but my anxiety is super high. And it has been for the past week or so. I almost passed out a couple nights ago because of it and since then I cant help but worry if I am going to feel lightheaded at work and pass out in front of people...I know I shouldnt worry about these types of things but I cant seem to get a grip on myself. I think I just hate my job so much that it seriously stresses me out to be there, but I am one of those people that doesnt handle change very well and im afraid to find something new. AAnyways I just felt the need to vent. Sometimes it helps lol.
When I am anxious it is because I am living in the future. When I am depressed it is because I am living in the past. ~Author Unknown