Where do I begin?

there-is-light · Post by **there-is-light** » Sat Apr 03, 2010 4:58 pm

Long story short, I suffer from anxiety and panic disorder. My relationship of 8 years just ended as of February. He knew I had this problem, it was progressivly getting worse towards the end. He came home one day and said he wasn't happy anymore and thought I should move out so that I could fix myself, take the time to work on me without the distraction of him and his boys, whom Ive raised for the last 8 years, they are 10 & 12. Kicking and screaming, I moved out, not knowing how I would be able to live with this anxiety and live without him. Again he was tiered of living a trapped life, not being able to travel.

Anyway it has been 8 weeks since I have been in my own place. We are broke up.

I feel scared, Im need to beat this, for myself. I have the program, I never seem to finish it. I see a therapist. I have been pratice driving, but I need to surround myself with people who have over come this, because I have lived with this for 14 years and I need helped letting it go.

Is there anyone here in Las Vegas?

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Sat Apr 03, 2010 5:41 pm

there is light....Yes, I do believe there is a light for you after all this. Believe in yourself....BELIEVE....a strong intense word. You have gone through too much....but we are built to sustain these shortcomings. I always believed that if something is meant to be it will appear again for you to give it a chance.
Eliminate the negative...it will be hard, it will MAKE YOU A MUCH BETTER STRONGER person in the long run. I have thought I wasted alot of my time with many things in my life. I am divorced but have no children of my own, I had endometriosis which eliminated that happy event from my life. But there are reasons for these things happening. Unfortunatley we may not find them out when we want to. Keep Strong. We will help you here. JUST DONT GIVE UP creamcheese