My story my fear
Let me tell you my story all my live i need to be everything perfect for my parents then by 1999 jan 5 i got my firts major attack i was on the plane from austria to chicago it wasd 13 h flight and i become sick 2 h before landing i remember this to this day after this my world start getting smaller and smaller i end up not going out of home going to shopping was a major disater for me driving its big no i was 20 year old going out with friends it was no i even say no to my mom who was sick and did not go to hospital with her, i become so bad that going to bed wa terrible and waking up too , its going for 7 years then i founf =d the program and mirracle happend it went off i start travel again around the world get a great job with airlines and then after 2 years it happend again i got bad situation in work and panick attack come back to me it took me 6 month to come back to program now i v=can controll this but in the mornigs on my first flight its bad but i try control this again its hard for me but i try my fear is that all this attackks will come back to me again and i will lose everything to it