I Am Going Through a Difficult Time!!!

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Fri May 15, 2009 2:55 am

G-man-bub...Thanks for the response. I am sooo thankful you are okay!!!

I am going to praise Him always, even in the mist of the storm!!! For He is Worthy of all glory, honor, and praise!!!!

I am sooo thankful for this beautiful day. I walked out and filled up my bird feeder. The sun is shining, and I am sooo grateful!!!

I am grateful to be alive and participating in my day!!! I am grateful for the lives of all of family, friends and loved ones!!!

I am grateful for all of my 5 senses!!! I am grateful for having the gift of life, and of Eternal life. I am grateful that all of my family, with the exception of 2 aunts, are saved!!!

I am grateful for these valleys, because I know that in these valleys He restoreth my soul!!!!

I know that things could be sooo much worse, and that nothing is ever as bad as it seems.

I know that my Redeemer liveth, and in the last day He shall stand upon this earth!!!!

I know that He has everything in His nail scarred hands, and that He is a very big God, and able to smooth out these valleys!!!

So, I am glad that He picked out a valley for me!!! It is here that He leads me beside the "still waters" somewhere in this valley below...He draws me aside to be tested and tried, but, in the valley He restoreth my soul...

Surely the two angels, Goodness and Mercy, will follow me all the days of my life, and I will dwell in the "House of the Lord" forever...Amen!!!

May God Bless You...Sis...

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Fri May 15, 2009 4:06 am

BTW...I agree...I feel we are very blessed to have gotten to know each other!!! Your Sis....

Gman5256 · Post by **Gman5256** » Fri May 15, 2009 6:21 am

Hi Sis,

I had to catch up on so many things. I am sorry if it seemed I took so long to post up again.

Little sis, what beautiful words, they are as prayers in poetry. Are you sure the Lord isn't gifting you with the gift of poetry to minister unto Him? They are wonderfully beautiful thoughts. God bless you!

Getting back to my fascination with the word frequency and occurrences in total, Old Testament and New Testament:

here is the link:

http://aie-llc.com/mostcommonwords.doc

I mentioned on an earlier post that in the bible study at church we are reading and reviewing the book written by: Randy Alcorn, titled "Heaven"
I made note of all the scripture readings that are contained on the booklet we were given, and you can follow along and perhaps grasp the content of the subject matter.

This index comprises 11 word document pages; so here it is if you or anyone else wishes, they can study these scriptures, and see if you or they can grasp the authors message by just studying the scriptures:

http://aie-llc.com/Heaven.doc

BTW, I did not protect these documents so if you would like to make study notes or investigate, a different translation or have a different set of words; feel free to edit to your specific needs.

Thank you Lord for all the brothers and sisters that you have set before me to help, encourage, and to be encouraged, as I continue on this journey for your love, grace, mercy, and peace through, your son our Lord Jesus Christ. May the candle you light in their lives burn ever more brightly; all for you praise, glory and the Joy and pleasure it gives You; Heavenly Father.

May the Lord's Grace and peace be with you always. Amen!!!

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Fri May 15, 2009 10:42 am

Bub...Wow...This is sooo amazing!!! I can only imagine the long hours you have spent studying!!!

These scriptures gave me such a great blessing!!!! You may say that my cup runneth over!!! I am sooo filled with His Great Love, as I sit at my computer typing, crying those joyful tears, and praising Him...My Savior!!!

Aren't we blessed to be on that strait and narrow road, since, there will be many who will not find it????

God is sooo good!!! Without Him, I am nothing!!!
I am sooo thankful that He placed a pure heart within me!!!

I can not even imagine getting up in the mornings without my Savior!!! He is my All and All!!! Every time I am in trouble, on Him, I call!!!

He's my bread when I am hungry...He is my shelter from the troubled winds...He is my anchor on life's ocean, but, most of all He is my best friend!!!!

That scripture which talks about the worm, is actually speaking about the soul of man...

I am sooo thankful to be one of His very own, aren't you Brother????

I am blessed...Everyday that I live...I am blessed...When I wake up in the morning 'til I lay my head to rest...I am blessed..

I have shoes on my feet...I have plenty to eat...There is a mansion prepared for me above...So, everyday that I live, I am blessed...

He has used you dearest brother, to restore my soul!!! You are indeed one of his very own!!!

You have no idea what a blessing you have been to me!!!

May God Richly Bless You In Every Area of Your Life Is My Prayer!!!! Your sister...twice over!!!

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Fri May 15, 2009 10:46 am

BTW...How true that Scripture is that says...In the valley He restoreth my soul!!!!

My soul has truly been restored!!!!

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Fri May 15, 2009 11:16 am

Bub...I just can't seem to stop writing. I feel like I have been in the best Church service ever, and I haven't left my home..God is sooo Good!!! He is everywhere!!!

I love this scripture you sent me to read!!!

17:2 And was transfigured before them: and his face did shine as the sun, and his raiment was white as the light.

Can you even begin to imagine how much Love He has for us? He is sooo full of love and compassion!!! That "Great Light" and the "Brightness" only further confirms what an Almighty Powerful Loving God He is!!!

Our minds cannot even begin to comprehend How Great Our Savior Is, and How Mighty and Powerful He is!!!!

He can do anything!!! He formed man in His very own image. He made the heaven and the earth!!!

May Every Living Thing Praise Him for He is Worthy!!!! He created it all!!!

Someday we will get to stroll over heaven together!!! Isn't that a wonderful thing???

God is soooo good!!! Thank You Jesus!!!

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Fri May 15, 2009 11:36 am

Bub...Another thought just occurred to me.
We will be able to sing a a song that the angels cannot sing..."Amazing Grace"...and maybe even "I am Redeemed!!! Since, we have definitely been Redeemed!!!

You know Paul saw into the 3rd Heaven, and he saw things that was not even lawful for a man to utter!!! He said, "Far better is it to be absent from the body, and be present with the Lord!" How beautiful Heaven must be!!!

Eyes have not seen, ears have not heard, nor has it entered into the heart of man what God has prepared for those who love and serve Him!!!!

Have you ever read that Scripture which talks about with my eyes I shall behold, and not anothers? Have you ever thought deeply on this one??? I have, and I believe with all my heart that I will be myself, and not anyone else!!!!

I believe I will have the perfected flesh and the Spirit will be flowing throughout my veins.

This is kinda deep stuff, but, I know that I will still be me!!!!

All of this is sooo wonderful to think upon.

As I mentioned earlier...God is sooo good!!!!
His Word is sooo true!!! He is the Rock I am leaning on!!! God Bless...Sis..

Gman5256 · Post by **Gman5256** » Fri May 15, 2009 3:04 pm

Hi little sis,

I am sorry that I haven't acknowledge your posts. I was sharing with another servant of the Lord, and I had talked to him earlier when he called me interested in hearing the first song I wrote out for the Lord. Title All three are one. He loved it.

It was funny because when he first called I was writing another song for the Lord, and called him back, around the time you were posting, and sang him the new song, and he was very inspired. I titled this song Praise and Glory! This song is a simple praise and worship song, with a slight contemporary/country style to it. In fact it rocks the house down! I never thought that the Lord would use me in this way. I feel so blessed.

I will get back to my studies on heaven, but I can't go into any thing right now. I had to go to prayer meeting before my wife got back from work. I am worried that she neither called me to let me know she would be late or answered any of my calls. It is near 10 PM now, and this so much unlike her. Odd thing, last Wednesday at Bible study, the pastor said that he sensed something wrong with my wife. I thought probably because he hadn't met her. I hope that is all he was seeing. Ia m starting to worry about her, because as I said, this is so unlike her. I have to say good by, and guess who just called? She told me she was going to dinner, but I guess I forgot, it did not help that she had her phone off and forgot to turn it back on after she left the conference she was attending.

Oh well, I guess my brain is not working as well as it used to. I forget...

Good night little sister, may the Lord and a legion of Angels watch over you as any king would assign an army to protect His treasure. God bless your entire household and may His peace fill you house as a sweet fragrance that is pleasing to Him and all of you.

For the praise, glory of His name, and joy that it gives Him.

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Fri May 15, 2009 3:56 pm

Bub...I pray that all is well with your wife!!!
Please let me know when you get a chance...God Bless...Sis...

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Sun May 17, 2009 1:14 pm

For the last couple of days, I have been missing my daughter-in-law sooo terribly!!!!

It really is soooo difficult letting her go. I haven't seen her since the separation, and I would just love to see her, or hear her voice!!!

I would call her, but, I don't think her parents would appreciate that, nor, do I think they would allow her to speak to me.

It really is difficult letting go of someone who you love soooo very much!!! It truly does break my heart into pieces!!!

I have been focusing on all the memories we made together, over the past 5 1/2 years!!!

We went on vacations together. She did seem like my very own child, although, she did have many traits which bothered me!!!

I just would love to see her, and give her a big hug, and tell her how much I love her!!!

It sure does feel like a death around here!!!
She just reminded me of a child who needed nurturing and caring for!!!

I just pray that God allows me a chance to see her!!! This is just soooo difficult!!!

I should know tomorrow or the next day, if she signed the divorce papers. I wish that things had been different between her and my son. I wish they could have spent their entire lives together!!!

Just when I think I have made peace with this one, then, I begin feeling the pain all over again...

I just felt the need to get all of this out of my system....God Bless Each of You!!!

I don't understand, why I feel this way. She really has done a lot of things to my son, as well as, myself. I just can't seem to focus on these things, but, only on the unconditional love that I feel for her!!!

I guess time will heal this pain!!!