My only outlet

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I am very open with him about my anxiety but when it comes to how I feel about/doubt our relationship I kind of keep that to myself. I don't want to tell him because I think its just my anxiety causing me to have so many doubts and I wouldn't want to ruin a good thing just because I'm not in the right frame of mind right now. I do think that its gotten better since I've been on the program. I still think about it quite a bit but try not to dwell on it because it only makes it worse. I just keep telling myself that I am exactly where I am supposed to be at this moment and that if I am supposed to spend the rest of my life with him that it will all work out.