I actually had that little voice in my head last week that started to tell me, 'be careful. You're feeling good, happy and have energy. Something is going to mess that up.'. I quickly put up the stop sign to that, but maybe it was right. Not only am I worried, now, I'm pissed.
That is the negative voice of doubt. I used to get those voices telling me that...
-it is too good to be true!
-you do not deserve this!
-you will mess this ALL up!
That is old stuff that comes up as we learn and grow into our new ways. I felt that yes it was too good to be true that I feel the BEST I have ever felt. I never had this much confidence, this much trust in myself. I never knew how to say no and when I did at times that voice would creep up and be like "WHOA, you just did what?!!!" I was not used to the new me. Those voices or thoughts of negativity that came up to cloud up my confidence and my progress pissed me off too because I KNEW I was doing what the program said but WHY did that deviant questioning negative side have to come in and spoil it? It does stop...the more time that passes, the more opportunities you get to utilize the skills in the program, the easier it will be and that stupid voice will not be there being critical and questioning your every move.
By the way...one issue down
. My PCP I saw this afternoon said I have shingles 
! No wonder I hurt like hell! Got my horsepill (ie: Valtrex 1GM 3x/day) and Motrin IB for pain. It will pass!