Does anyone else wear different faces for everyone?

[David**]

I posted earlier, but, the one thing I am finding as my anxiety issues have drawn on longer and it has affected me a little more I have told more people (not everyone, but people I feel I can trust), however, I worry in the end people will lose trust in me or think something is wrong with me.

I use to have a really close friend and we have shared everything since we were 11, but, he moved around the world and we don't get to talk much and that really bothers me.

He was the one who always brought me down. I had a major blow out once in 2005 and I called him cause it was middle of the night by me and it worked out really well, it was slightly expensive, but, he brought me down and I was able to go on with my day.

Starting to realize that I needed this community more than anything because I don't want to many people knowing that I have issues such as these. I don't want people to begin losing faith in me!