Have a date in 2 hrs and am chicken to go

derfy · Post by **derfy** » Sun Jun 08, 2008 3:52 pm

Have you done the program? The first time is always the hardest! does this man know about your anxiety and panic attacks?

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Sun Jun 08, 2008 5:18 pm

Holly I did the program some years back and had a great life for a while. My husband died less than a year ago and that is when this all started up again. My program is packed away in one of the numerous boxes I have when I had to move from my farm to town. I still remember most of it and do my relaxation and positive self talk.

The guy I met does not know. Yes I have shame in telling him. Most people do not understand this thing we have. They think you can will yourself better. If only.

Thank you for caring.

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Sun Jun 08, 2008 5:37 pm

Oh I see. I am very sorry to hear about your husband. Wow, you are seriously SO brave! I understand how people Do not understand. Who knoes though, maybe this man will understand what you're going through. How did you meet him?

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Mon Jun 09, 2008 2:26 am

Oh Emma, maybe we should date each other(just a joke) We could compare panic attacks while we are out and see who could come up with the worst symptoms!!

This is so hard, I want to date and be normal. I hope it will happen soon. I work hard on trying to overcome my limitations but you know how that one is..........one step forward and 15 back.

I hope your year off helps you out. I know we can do this. Bless you