I'm new, and just got some devestating news

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Thank you for your reply dodger yes I do agree that anxiety makes things worse, but they did not make the symptoms I was having as the drs would have had me believe. No I don't believe the drs were lying to me. They outright abused me. both mentally and physically. And not all of them but not one would do more testing because another would critisize them. I suffered at there hands and could tell some pretty bad horrer stories, but this is not the bad dr horrer support website, so I will keep it to myself. As for anxiety I have always believed that everyone has some degree of anxiety in there lives. I was the one that first suggested the anxiety to the drs in hopes that it wasn't something physical. At first I was told no my symptoms were not anxiety related, but when the tests kept showing small abnormalities but nothing that fit a diagnosis they did not look further. I always new it was something physical all my symptoms did not suggest anxiety. I believe that anxiety developed as I delt with some very hateful drs and that was my only option for help. I feel like I already have become stronger. Thanks for your post, and God bless you.

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Thank you for the prayers. I do think this program could still help me too. If I can quit spinning long enough to do it. I guess the hard part for me is that part of it is accepting that it is anxiety. I hurt and was miserable for so long, and had other diagnosis along the way that explained a lot of my symptoms like migraines caused visual disturbanced and vommiting. And there was other things, but I kept hoping it was anxiety and I could clear that up, certainly with a great program like Lucindas to help. And yes at least I know the name of the dragon I am fighting. I hope when the shock of this wears off I will be able to try her program again. I haven't worked with it since my trip. But we did just get back very late Friday night. Maybe time will help.
I like the psalm you have on your posts. I think I should find some comfort in my bible too. Thank you for the support
Suzy

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Hi engine 2 I had replied to your post, but I guess I lost it, because its not there. Anyways I understand what you mean about the worry the drs are wrong. But I think I always new deep down all my stuff wasn't from anxiety. Even the drs at first would say no when I would ask about the anxiety. I had some symptoms that I knew weren't anxiety. Like losing over 110 pounds in 6-7 months. It was because I vomitted everything I ate. abou 20 to 50 times a day I would just vommit over and over. I was diagnosed with anorexia but trust me this was wrong. It was very frustrating to me because I knew it all wasn't anxiety.
I am glad you recieve encouragement here, and I hope this won't make you worry more. It might also help you to know that I haven't had anxiety my whole life. This just started for me a little over 4 years ago. So I think the anxiety developed after I had physical symptoms. I wish you luck on your journey.
Suzy

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Originally posted by suzysmiles:
Thank you for the prayers. I do think this program could still help me too. If I can quit spinning long enough to do it. I guess the hard part for me is that part of it is accepting that it is anxiety. I hurt and was miserable for so long, and had other diagnosis along the way that explained a lot of my symptoms like migraines caused visual disturbanced and vommiting. And there was other things, but I kept hoping it was anxiety and I could clear that up, certainly with a great program like Lucindas to help. And yes at least I know the name of the dragon I am fighting. I hope when the shock of this wears off I will be able to try her program again. I haven't worked with it since my trip. But we did just get back very late Friday night. Maybe time will help.
I like the psalm you have on your posts. I think I should find some comfort in my bible too. Thank you for the support
Suzy

this reply was for r.younger. Sorry I forgot to put that in there.