Boyfriend of 2 years left me
I'm so devastated. I feel like I can't go on without him. I'm so anxious and I feel so helpless because it's not my choice. But we got into a fight and he tried to take my phone away from me. He pinned me down and left bruises all over my arms and legs from grabbing me. Hes never done anything like that before and I know that I could never go back to that, even if he changed his mind. I feel like I can never move on or love someone else. I don't want anyone else, I only want him. I don't know what to do. I can't eat or sleep. It hurts so bad.
"I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times hard to handle... But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." -Marilyn Monroe
Hey Chelsie I'm sorry that you and your boyfriend broke up. If he was being forceful though and gave you bruises than I think it was probably good for your own safety. As time goes on, you'll be able to find someone that you can love again. It's really hard right after you break up with someone. Try to lift yourself up, it will get better.
Focus on what you want, not what you fear...