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by Guest » Wed May 13, 2009 4:55 pm
I quit smoking a week ago after several years of smoking.
The majority of the time, I smoked because I was too anxious to not to smoke. It took my mind slightly off being anxious, even if it was only for a minute.
However, with the increase in the cost of cigarettes and because I'm always paranoid I'll get deathly ill, I decided I should quit smoking. I was at about a half pack a day when I made the decision. I waned myself off.. first making a pack last 3 days.. then 4 days.. Finally, when I had a pack last 5 days I decided I was ready to quit completely. I told everyone I'm close to that after a certain day (May 5th for me) I was NOT going to smoke. I told them not to give me cigarettes if I asked and to comment if I was smoking. I just know, for me, it's easier for me to stick with something if everyone around me knows that I'm trying to do it.
The first day was definitely the hardest. Every time I got anxious, i wanted to smoke a cigarette. I also wanted to smoke out of sheer habit. To get past these, I just reminded myself why I wanted to quit. I thought about the worse possible scenario if I didn't quit (Not hard for an anxious person to do) and that got me through the mental part of wanting a cigarette. As far as the physical "nicotine fits," You just have to deal with them. Nicotine fits only lasted around 20 minutes for me. After that I would somehow find something to distract me and I would be okay. Some people chew gum when they are having a nicotine fit but I didn't want to replace an addiction with another addiction.
The nicotine fits went away after only a few days. Although I have been slightly more anxious and have wanted a cigarette a few times, quitting hasn't been as hard as I thought it would be and I've been able to get past all of the urges.
It will be hard but the benefits of quitting are definitely worth the week or two of suffering. After a week of not smoking my teeth are whiter, everything tastes better because I've gotten my taste buds back, I can smell things better, and my throat feels a lot less scratchy. Not to mention the fact that I have noticeably more money and don't spend so much time killing myself.