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LaurenZ83 · Post by **LaurenZ83** » Sat Dec 26, 2009 7:22 am

Hi my name is Lauren I'm a 26 year old single mother and am new to this. My ex boyfriend who I have been off and on again with for 3 years told me about this site. I fear the my anxiety attacks will cause me never to be happy in a relationship again. All i wanted for the past year was for him to be with me again and he comes back and I let my anxiety and depression get the best of me and it all ends again. I'm feeling so lost...

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Sat Dec 26, 2009 7:26 am

Hi Lauren,

It's not the end of the world. It's just the beginning of a new you. This is not a quick 1,2,3, I'm cured program. It takes time, reflection, and practice. But...there is hope. I take it one day at a time, and try very hard not to beat myself up if I'm having a bad day. Yes, I'm not perfect. You will get better though.

W

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Sat Dec 26, 2009 7:36 am

It's really hard when that person you are with doesn't fully understand what you are going through and just feeds into it making the attack ten times worse. I know it is my fault but my doctor had prescribed me medicine and I have run out...i am unemployed and have no insurance so even if i wanted medicine i couldn't get any.