Ok so with that out there please feel free to bash me. However, I did not want to offend anyone that celebrates the holidays for the right reasons. So, why do I hate the holidays? Because, not only the stress of financial troubles or the stress of putting up with unwanted relatives but because of the unCONTROLABLE things like snow! Here I am with the family and we are in the middle of a HUGE snow storm. They are saying travel may not be possible for the next 3 days. I just looked outside and cant see the house across the street. So what happens? My friggin buddy anxiety comes a knockin. Why? How will I get out if I need to? How will I get help if I go crazy? Can help get to me? If not will I "snap?" Just those thoughts. I was able to fly yesterday without any extra meds to help me stay relaxed. Damn, did I feel GREAT about that! Now I cant seem to keep that on my mind and just the unwanted thoughts. I do know nothing will happen and I do know that I have come a LOOOOOONNGG way since starting the program. It just feels like I bit off more than I should have.
Merry Christmas all!
Thanks for reading!!
I HATE THE HOLIDAYS!
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Now leave me alone! Its not my fault you didnt duck when SOMEONE threw those at you. I stand by the fact that the escaped laughing bear did it. OH, by the way, that day, I would have gone outside but I couldnt see very far and I DIDNT WANT TO HIT THAT BEAR. I'm Sure you would find a way to blame me for that also!!! LMAO
Now leave me alone! Its not my fault you didnt duck when SOMEONE threw those at you. I stand by the fact that the escaped laughing bear did it. OH, by the way, that day, I would have gone outside but I couldnt see very far and I DIDNT WANT TO HIT THAT BEAR. I'm Sure you would find a way to blame me for that also!!! LMAO