New to the Program

O2Bcarefree · Post by **O2Bcarefree** » Tue Mar 04, 2008 7:06 am

Just thought I would say Hello! I am just getting started with the program and I am really looking forward to the hope that lies in store for me. I believe that the tools that are offered will be very helpful.

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Tue Mar 04, 2008 7:56 am

Hi there and welcome! I'm glad you are excited about the program...that type of mind frame will help tremendously!

Good luck to you, and have a wonderful day.

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Tue Mar 04, 2008 1:42 pm

Hi O2Bcarefree, I just started the program today and am hoping it will help but I am I guess a bit skeptical. I have suffered so long from depression that I wonder sometimes what I would do without it because it has been so much a part of my life for so long. We will have to do this journey together.

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Tue Mar 04, 2008 3:21 pm

tomorrow is a new beginning! Anything is possible if you really want it and work hard to get it!

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Thu Mar 13, 2008 6:33 am

Hi, I realise this was a post that was from a week or so ago. I started the program 3 days ago. This is tha hope I have been waiting for. Sometimes I feel like I cant make it one more day feeling like this. A year ago last Nov. I had an "attack" in the evening while reading my grandson a story, I had an overwelming feeling of dizzyness, panic, lightedness,sweaty etc. I thought I had completely lost my mind. When I woke up the next day I still felt "starnge". Went to work and ended up going home. It all went down hill from there. I was off work for 5 months(they made me resign) went through multiple tests(all negative)and was told nothing was wrong with me. Since the episode I have this strange feeling all the time, it never goes away. I feel unconnected, spacedout, disattached. I'm scard. I hope with this program I will get better. I didnt drive for almost a year because I was worried I was too spaced out that my reflexes wont be fast enough if something happened. Last Oct 2007, I moved back to my home town, Rapid City,SD. I love beibg back. My 2 sisters are here, Its nice to be back with them. I live here with my 5 year old grandson, just him and I. It is scary at times thinking that he is totally dependent on me, this is what keeps me going. He is the lite of my life. Does anyone else experiance this feeling of unconnected, spacedout and detachment?
Looking foward to the future,
Amy