life is good - and it's a long post!

forever young 06 · Post by **forever young 06** » Wed Aug 11, 2010 10:47 am

good job karma love to hear positive stories.anxiety had been kicking my butt had a cousin diagonised with a life threating disease and my health anxiety kicked in that is all I thought about next thing I know I am anxious all day long high anxiety never got to go on my interstate drive but thought what the use couldn't get anywhere any way finally after several days am doing better hadn't been like that in a while even had cut my medicine way back was thinking about trying to get off of it but now thinking maybe should go back up on it thought would wait a little while and if didn't get better would up it gradually it takes a lot of positive self talk and not adding second fear and seems like a person just throws everything out the window liked the positive I will try hard to think positive hope the rest of your week is good

jillzmind · Post by **jillzmind** » Wed Aug 11, 2010 4:39 pm

I shared this upstairs and I will share it here too. I made it to the bank today and I haven't been to the bank (inside) at Wal-Mart in about a year. I was the only one there and it was coolness! I made small talk with the crabby teller and made her smile and then I went and made some donations and I went into the basement of the building (scary)That was wierd for a bit. But all in all I felt really good about getting out and about. I tend to be so self conscious and have such a profound self consciousness.But that's anothother topic. I went out I did it. I went out of my comfort zone and it felt FAB. I know to some it's no big deal but to me it was awesome because I haven't done those things comfortably in forever?!
You all inspire me lots and lots. Thanks guys
xo~
Jill

can'tdanceandcan'trelax · Post by **can'tdanceandcan'trelax** » Thu Aug 12, 2010 9:11 am

hey jillzmind......that IS a big deal. GO YOU!

manofmusic · Post by **manofmusic** » Thu Aug 12, 2010 1:37 pm

GO JILL GO JILL GO JILL GO JILL WOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO

karmaberry1 · Post by **karmaberry1** » Thu Aug 12, 2010 3:00 pm

not a big deal?!?!?!?! oh girl yes it is!!!!!

you went outside your comfort zone - the biggest deal ever. i'm so happy for you. and guess what? anyone anywhere who'd not been there in a long time would have had the exact same feelings of a bit whatever you felt. it's - the dreaded word - NORMAL!!! LOL

i'm so happy for you sweetie. the sky's the limit - the world is your oyster - the journey of a 1000 miles begins with a single step - and on and on and on!

rock on sister friend!!!! i'm smiling for you right now.

karma

karmaberry1 · Post by **karmaberry1** » Fri Aug 13, 2010 5:32 am

good day kids!!!

i gutted it out at work all day yesterday and until 11:00 today. things are calm and quiet this friday at work. hence, i dragged my dizzy self home to take an antihistimine and lie down.

to say it's been a circus there is an understatement LOL the phone, the people, the noise. i've worked like a field hand and done a stellar - yes stellar - job. i know it and that's all that matters. i'm not complaining - not at all. i love the parents i deal with - even when they are yelling to me. i understand they are not yelling AT me but to me. they want what they want and that's something i more than understand LOL

i realized sometime yesterday i am the point of contact for nearly 1500 parents. that does not include the parents who didn't bother themselves to register their children for this upcoming school year. they assumed there would be openings for their little ones - they were wrong wrong and let me say again wrong. at the same time, they know i'm sorry i can't give them what they want and that i'm dancing as fast as i can for THEM - and i am!

this dizzy thing should be gone by sunday. there's no reason for me to go to the doctor about it. there's no way i'm going to take steroids unless i'm dying and comatose LOL it's a combo of swimmer's ear and sinus. i'll treat myself holistically.

hope everyone is having the best day ever!

karma

forever young 06 · Post by **forever young 06** » Fri Aug 13, 2010 10:41 am

karma a lot of people are suffering the worst with allergies than ever I have a dripping nose a lot use to never and my daughter has had a headache all week starts in her neck and goes to the top of her head I believe it is allergies I hate winter but now am looking forward to fall even though I hate driving in fog really kicks my butt but it is time I did some kicking I have curled up in a ball and whined and it is time to take the gloves off 30 plus yrs is enough for any body need to get back on the road again jillzmind what a way to go so proud of you people keep this positive coming everyone have a good weekend

manofmusic · Post by **manofmusic** » Mon Aug 16, 2010 12:39 pm

Karma - Has the dizzyness gone away ? Was it from stress at work, or was it something physical ? I get middle ear infections and when it kicks in..zooooooooooooom ! The whole house spins.

The weather here as finally gotten nice ! The humidity was terrible here for a few weeks. It's about 78 degrees and no humidity at all. My poor front and backyard needed a drink of water, so I've got the sprinklers going now. I can hear the sigh of relief ! LOL

Work is actually going really well. The bosses are, dare I say it, friendly....... I'm wondering if it's the calm before the storm LOL

Hope all is rockin' !!!!!!!!!!!!!

creamcheesepuff · Post by **creamcheesepuff** » Mon Aug 16, 2010 3:46 pm

Hey guys, whats happening...like old home week here....havent been on....too much crap as usual. Not happy stuff either. Sounds like everyone is happy......good to see you are still here.!!!

karmaberry1 · Post by **karmaberry1** » Tue Aug 17, 2010 12:29 pm

hey man of mine! LOL

it's just a combination of sinus and weather - nothing more. now throw in a slight tummy virus and a fever bliser and there you have it - not a stellar week so far for me! it will pass.

i'm so glad things are going well at work! you've made it through tough times. i honestly don't believe it's the calm before the storm. maybe - hopefully - the storm has passed?

my work has been busy and hectic - but i prefer that to down time! i enjoy interacting with parents and such. this is a good thing for me LOL

it's been so hot here. the humidity is beyond anything. slams you to the ground and will not let you up. ah the souther in the summertime LOL

i'm glad all is well in your world. it is YOUR time to rock on and party on!

karma