life is good - and it's a long post!
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can'tdanceandcan'trelax
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Thank you so much Jillzmind and forever young, for making me feel so much better! I have gotten so much better with many things but I still worry about who is mad at me. Everyone tells me I am too sensitive and take things too much to heart - I guess that's why I'm on this site! Sorry about highjacking the thread. Karma you have just got to stop "trying" to have a panic attack! Especially on the way to Cracker Barrel, my favorite place in the world to eat! I have been having some trouble myself, today -I wish I could have gone with you, we could have had dueling panic attacks AND good food! BTW: Where IS Man of Music? We are missing you!
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karmaberry1
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hey there missy - you couldn't hijack this thread if you wanted LOL it's for everyone to play on and enjoy!!!!! i know i post my ups and downs, ins and outs, hopes and dreams, and some of my very private thoughts. i'm thinking that's what you've done too? how could anyone get mad at you for something like that?!?!?!?! write write then write some more - please!?!?!?!?! it's good for the soul.
i more than understand the feeling of not wanting people mad at you. i hung onto that fear for about forever!!! then i finally realized people are going to feel how they feel until they don't feel that way anymore - and most of the time it has nothing to do with anything other than their perceptions and feelings. i TRY to not worry about it. i guess a part of me still holds on to bits and pieces of wanting/needing everyone to never be mad at me like a pit bull LOL
it's in the 90s here today and it's only may 4th. i can't imagine how hot it's going to be this summer. we had about 5 inches of rain here yesterday and you can't even tell today! mama and i are going for our walk after 7 tonight.
today was a good day. i stayed busy and as on track as i'm capable of staying LOL
i'm getting ready to attempt some type of yoga from prevention tv - it targets the stomach and waist. keep good thoughts for me LOLOL x foreer
i more than understand the feeling of not wanting people mad at you. i hung onto that fear for about forever!!! then i finally realized people are going to feel how they feel until they don't feel that way anymore - and most of the time it has nothing to do with anything other than their perceptions and feelings. i TRY to not worry about it. i guess a part of me still holds on to bits and pieces of wanting/needing everyone to never be mad at me like a pit bull LOL
it's in the 90s here today and it's only may 4th. i can't imagine how hot it's going to be this summer. we had about 5 inches of rain here yesterday and you can't even tell today! mama and i are going for our walk after 7 tonight.
today was a good day. i stayed busy and as on track as i'm capable of staying LOL
i'm getting ready to attempt some type of yoga from prevention tv - it targets the stomach and waist. keep good thoughts for me LOLOL x foreer
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manofmusic
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Hey..Hey....what's going on ???? ...a conversation without me ?!?!?!?!?!?!? LOL
How's everyone doing today ??????
It's in the low 70's here right now, but yesterday it went into the 80's !!!!! It's supposed to be a more comfortable temp in the high 60's by Friday and no humidity.
Well........today, my boss went on the rampage. He started off but chewing my a** for something stupid. I CALMLY explained to him why I had done something the way I did and he didn't believe me ! He came right out and said that ! I told him that I went over it with the guy in the shop and he STILL didn't believe me. He started to yell and his face got all red. Normally I would've backed down...not this time. I told him again what had happened and he came real close to calling me a lair, then he stormed out to the shop ( I think to talk to the guy I mentioned above). About a half an hour later he came back in and said NOTHING ! By noon he started joking around with me. Unbelievable !!!!!!!!!! I don't know what to make of him anymore. All I know is that I couldn't wait to get on these boards again tonight and type away again. I still managed to leave work with a smile on my face. I got into my truck, cranked up the tunes, and drove home. By the time I got home, I truly calmed down.
I mowed the front and back lawn and I have the bubbler rock going. The soothing sounds of running water (it made me have to use the washroom right after mowing the lawns though....running water does it to me every time.)
As I'm typing this, I have the headphones on listening to the Best of Al Jarreau, then I have a mix of 60's and 70's stuff for after that.
Life is good. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
BTW....my folks celebrated their 60th wedding anniversary on Saturday !!!!!!
Hope you all are doing well.
How's everyone doing today ??????
It's in the low 70's here right now, but yesterday it went into the 80's !!!!! It's supposed to be a more comfortable temp in the high 60's by Friday and no humidity.
Well........today, my boss went on the rampage. He started off but chewing my a** for something stupid. I CALMLY explained to him why I had done something the way I did and he didn't believe me ! He came right out and said that ! I told him that I went over it with the guy in the shop and he STILL didn't believe me. He started to yell and his face got all red. Normally I would've backed down...not this time. I told him again what had happened and he came real close to calling me a lair, then he stormed out to the shop ( I think to talk to the guy I mentioned above). About a half an hour later he came back in and said NOTHING ! By noon he started joking around with me. Unbelievable !!!!!!!!!! I don't know what to make of him anymore. All I know is that I couldn't wait to get on these boards again tonight and type away again. I still managed to leave work with a smile on my face. I got into my truck, cranked up the tunes, and drove home. By the time I got home, I truly calmed down.
I mowed the front and back lawn and I have the bubbler rock going. The soothing sounds of running water (it made me have to use the washroom right after mowing the lawns though....running water does it to me every time.)
As I'm typing this, I have the headphones on listening to the Best of Al Jarreau, then I have a mix of 60's and 70's stuff for after that.
Life is good. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
BTW....my folks celebrated their 60th wedding anniversary on Saturday !!!!!!
Hope you all are doing well.
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karmaberry1
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well honey - i've said it before and i'll say it again - you ROCK!!!!! screamed at by a nut - didn't take it to heart - didn't go off on him - stayed calm - you RULE!!!!!!
i bow to you - i doff my hat to you!!!!!
please give your parents a hug from me! i so admire their staying power.
i did prevention yoga for the core before mama and i walked. it's done with a big yoga ball. i may have over-extended my back - who knows? LOL all i do know i'm going to have to get my friend who has been a personal trainer before to come show me what i'm doing wrong and how to correct it!!!!
my boss gave me a christian dior skirt and blouse today. she said she knew she'd never fit into it again. the blouse is a perfect fit. unfortunately, the skirt is SO tight in the waist LOL the blouse goes perfectly with a camel coloured skirt i have so that's what i'm wearing tomorrow. i love it when people give me their "gently used" clothes LOL x forever
man - again, you become my hero!!!!!
i bow to you - i doff my hat to you!!!!!
please give your parents a hug from me! i so admire their staying power.
i did prevention yoga for the core before mama and i walked. it's done with a big yoga ball. i may have over-extended my back - who knows? LOL all i do know i'm going to have to get my friend who has been a personal trainer before to come show me what i'm doing wrong and how to correct it!!!!
my boss gave me a christian dior skirt and blouse today. she said she knew she'd never fit into it again. the blouse is a perfect fit. unfortunately, the skirt is SO tight in the waist LOL the blouse goes perfectly with a camel coloured skirt i have so that's what i'm wearing tomorrow. i love it when people give me their "gently used" clothes LOL x forever
man - again, you become my hero!!!!!
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can'tdanceandcan'trelax
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Man of Music came back!!! YAY! I am continuously impressed by how you handle your work situation - I just don't know how you do it! I would have cried and run out the door and had a panic attack for the rest of the day. Then I would have had another one today when I had to go back! You are just so smooooth! Must be the music!
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can'tdanceandcan'trelax
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cream cheese
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karmaberry1
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forever young 06
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hey mrs T bone did the water get close to you!I am thankful we are to have a nice weekend but a chance of storms tonight just when things get a little drier
cream cheese it would be hard for me to move as I have been where I live since 1975 my daughter had never lived in any other house I have wanted to sell and build a new house but never sucessful guess I will just stay here so can't relate but a lot of people move around all the time we all ways have a way of coming out the other side.I wish we could realize things are not always the way they seem.We over analize everything I am going to stay with my grand daughter today she is 8 months old a doll I am off everyother friday and I keep her at my daughtes house we have a time she is so cute she lights up my life I let my stuff good at home to spend time with my daughter and her baby I want to savoir every minute of these two hope you guys have a good day
cream cheese it would be hard for me to move as I have been where I live since 1975 my daughter had never lived in any other house I have wanted to sell and build a new house but never sucessful guess I will just stay here so can't relate but a lot of people move around all the time we all ways have a way of coming out the other side.I wish we could realize things are not always the way they seem.We over analize everything I am going to stay with my grand daughter today she is 8 months old a doll I am off everyother friday and I keep her at my daughtes house we have a time she is so cute she lights up my life I let my stuff good at home to spend time with my daughter and her baby I want to savoir every minute of these two hope you guys have a good day
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manofmusic
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Hey everyone !!!!!
Hey Can'tDance ! I was impressed with the way I handled the work situation too. I guess that if I can deal with that, I can deal with anything that comes my way. ......I hope ! LOL
This week ended off on an excellent note. All of the bosses were gone ! ....AND I get tomorrow off ! I don't have to go in for a half day ! I can sleep in tomorrow.
This weekend is supposed to be all rain, so I think that I'm going to do nothing except channel surf all weekend long. I may even shut my phone off. I have voice mail.
Hey Mrs T Bones ! Jump in anytime. The water's fine !!!!!!
I can handle snakes. It's bats that I have a phobia of. I had one flying around my bedroom one night (it got in thru an inside wall I took down to get to some plumbing. I never thought I could scream that loud. I sounded like a little girl.
Well, since it's late Friday afternoon, everyone can now officially have a good weekend !!!!!!!!!
Hey Can'tDance ! I was impressed with the way I handled the work situation too. I guess that if I can deal with that, I can deal with anything that comes my way. ......I hope ! LOL
This week ended off on an excellent note. All of the bosses were gone ! ....AND I get tomorrow off ! I don't have to go in for a half day ! I can sleep in tomorrow.
This weekend is supposed to be all rain, so I think that I'm going to do nothing except channel surf all weekend long. I may even shut my phone off. I have voice mail.
Hey Mrs T Bones ! Jump in anytime. The water's fine !!!!!!
I can handle snakes. It's bats that I have a phobia of. I had one flying around my bedroom one night (it got in thru an inside wall I took down to get to some plumbing. I never thought I could scream that loud. I sounded like a little girl. Well, since it's late Friday afternoon, everyone can now officially have a good weekend !!!!!!!!!