Ld, thanks for such an inspiring post and your replies to those who wrote to you.
Your story is amazing. I myself didn't have this anxiety until much later in life and consequently have thought I was definitely WEIRD.

When I started the program, I was going along like gangbusters until yesterday when I realized that I my temp job was going to be over in 2 weeks.

I RAN to the chat room (and 1/2 a xanax too) where I received all the support I could ever hope to have from the wonderful people there at the time.

They helped me breathe through it, gave some timely advice and reminded me that my skills were there in my head to use. Now I understand I might have to go through the program more than once, and that's okay. I also know that I have a place to go for support and that's the absolute best!!
Again, thanks for the triumph story,
kittylover