
I guess most of you have realized, by now, that I deleted my profile last weekend...Wow..that was the hardest thing I ever have done, or so, it seemed!!!!
I have missed all of you so much!!!!! You are the best!!!! I love each and every one of you dearly!!!!
It was soooo difficult to let everyone go. The first day that I deleted my profile; I went out and parked in front of our little church and prayed and prayed!!!! I was devastated!!! My heart was crushed into little small pieces, and I cried and cried...I felt so lost and alone....
I haven't slept that well, either. I would get on here from time to time, and notice how people were still reaching out for help, and I wanted to try and help them, but, I just couldn't at the time...And, I have a confession to make..I realized that I needed you all, as much, if not more, than you need me!!!!
I planned on letting everyone know why I was having my profile deleted, but, too late!!!! By this time, the webmaster had already gotten it taken care of...Okay, so, here it goes...
I love my hubby with all my heart. We have been together, since, we were teenagers. I respect his wishes. Don't get me wrong, he never asked me to delete my profile, but, I did it out of respect for him. We had a discussion earlier tonight, and I asked for his permission to edit my profile, once again. He said he did not care, and I truly think he means it. He knows me better than anyone, except for the Lord, and he knows that I would never do anything to disrespect him, or hurt him in any way....
I have been faithful to him all of our lives, and I would never-ever do anything to break that trust...So, I made a decision not to allow any guys to PM me...I just don't feel like that I would want ladies PMing my hubby, not even if it was innocent...The Bible says, "Do onto others as you would have them do unto you!"
I want each and every one of you to know that I am an honest, open human being. I do not believe in hiding things from those I love..I am a firm believer that anything done in secret will be revealed openly...Just as the Bible states...I believe every word of that Holy Book and I base my entire life on it...I am trustworthy, and full of love and compassion for others...I am strong in the Lord, and I have very high standards...I will live by these standards until the day God calls me home....
May God Richly Bless Each and Every One of You is My Prayer!!!!