were is God?

shootingstarz · Post by **shootingstarz** » Mon Jun 30, 2008 4:09 pm

IAEL,
Try READing PSALM 91 BEFORE YOU GO TO SLEEP EVERY NIGHT! I will pray for you. sweet sleep beside still waters he will restore your soul!
Blessings,
K

lael · Post by **lael** » Tue Jul 01, 2008 1:31 am

spent last night tossing and turning. I praised and thanked God even though that is not how i felt. I tell myself he loves me even though that is not how i feel. I just want to feel normal, not too happy not too sad not too tired not too anxious just normal every day emmotions this is taking a toll on my family at first my mom was so supportive but its been a little over a month now and she is concerned the other day i went to my sisters house and she did not know were i was and she called me freaking out! She actually thought i would hurt myself. It broke my heart she is sick enough with out having to hear about my sorrow but i can't hide it. I feel like my heart is hardened against God but I don't want it to be I know in my brain trusting him is logical and so I try and yet this trial presists I really do believe i must give up everything i love for this to go away....why? I hope that one day soon i will post and uplifting and heven sent post until then i so apprciate that support i get from this site.

swanees · Post by **swanees** » Tue Jul 01, 2008 2:45 am

Dear Heavenly Father help Lael go to lael and start to heal body,mind and soul. Comfort and give peace that only you can give. Cover with your precious blood and precious Holy Spirit. Show lael how you are there no matter what. Show lael how much you do love her/him. I am not sure what she loves so much that she/he thinks she/he has to give it up. Hopefully she can use the things she loves and not have to give them up. Cover her/him with your precious blood and precious Holy Spirit. Heal today and let her have good nights of sleep. In Jesus precious name we pray Amen

lael · Post by **lael** » Tue Jul 01, 2008 7:27 am

swanees,
thank you for your prayer, (i'm a her), and that thing i am not sure that i can give up or am not sure if God really wants me to is pants.

lael · Post by **lael** » Tue Jul 01, 2008 1:00 pm

tho i am afraid to say it i am feeling better this evening more confident that God is with me and will always be with me. I thought i should post the good along with the bad right.

coachgal0252 · Post by **coachgal0252** » Thu Jul 03, 2008 10:13 am

Hi there
I see in your post you said You go to church, read your bible, pray but i never saw where you said yOU have asked jesus to save you and that you believe he died on the cross for you and you love him and you want to spend eternity to him.
You can be a good person and do the right thing and go through the motions but if you are not saved you will live miserably. Eternal life is not built by good works but by being saved and born again.
I will keep you in my prayers.

lael · Post by **lael** » Thu Jul 03, 2008 5:51 pm

COACHGAL0252,
tHAT IS AN excellent point, I have asked jesus in my heart when i was four when i was 22 (assurence) and then again today just to make sure since i was so misrable. It only takes once i know that but apperantly i seem to be lacking faith in the God that created the universe....doesn't make sense to me. thank you for your prayers. God Bless!