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BB RANGER · Post by **BB RANGER** » Mon Apr 13, 2009 4:17 am

i ordered this program 4-10-09,due to the cost i almost called this morning and cancel, but decided to review some of the comments. i became a christian at 34,[i'm now 56, birthday is today,] really served god hard, eventually filling the pulpit at my church in my pastors absent and other pulpits, taught sunday school class for 12 years etc. i prayed for god to take the problem[depression,anxiety, mental illness away but to no sucess,i am so ashamed that i blame god and have since prayed for his forgiveness.after a abscence of 6 yrs, i have started going back to church.mental illness can make you do really stupid things, turning my back on god that was the dumbest thing i ever did. phi. 4:13. i decided to continue with this progam and would be thankful for all uplifted prayers.

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Mon Apr 13, 2009 4:56 am

Hi BB Ranger,

That seems to going around quite a bit. I really feel for you. Praise Him! What did Paul boast the most of?

Please follow this topic and read the posts there and what Christ's last words:

http://bbs.stresscenter.com/ev...?r=90210407#90210407

I will pray for you my brother, be strong in the Lord. Not in your strength but in His!

Here's some music to contemplate as you read. Let play it in the back ground as you read:

http://www.stevencurtischapman...adio/signsoflife.htm

I do believe it will help you, receive them as a blessing.

(((Hugs)))

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Mon Apr 13, 2009 10:52 am

Hi BB ranger,

Please down load and listen to the April 11, 2009 sermon on Divine Abandonment:

http://www.letstalkaboutjesus.com/downloadmp3.html

or click on the radio podcasts and use the player on that page, and simply double click on the April 11, 2009 broadcast.

Please feel free to pm me any time.

God bless you!