My Story
Hi, I'm new to the program. And want to introduce myself because I've been doing some posting and wanting everyone to know who I am. My life has been filled with many challenges such as learning to walk again at age 17, as a child if a bent over my back would lock and if no one was around to unlock it I was stuck there. I suffer with migraine head aches, I have disc bulges, pinched nerves, arthritis, carpal tunnel, fibromyalia, rsd, and a few other things and I battle with depression and anxiety but you know what GOD IS STILL ABLE AND GOOD you know how I know HE ALLOW ME TO FIND YOU AND THIS PROGRAM AND I AM MAKING GREAT STRIDES IN THE FEW DAYS I'VE HAD THE PROGRAM. So despite all the reasons I should give up and crawl in a hole I am greatly encouged and for the first time in ten years I admit I have these problems. I have been so busy denying I am sick that I've made myself sicker and made everyone around me miserable for trying to love me and me not wanting them to help me because I wanted to show how self sufficient I was. So now the healing can beginning. I have a long road ahead but thanks to God and this program I am on the road to recovery finally.
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dlady7,
I am glad that you know that God is with you, because he is. I am sorry that all of these things are happening to you but I do know that God can heal you and perform a miracle in your life. I had Bell's palsy when I was younger and in most cases it goes away in a few weeks. I was that small percentage that had it for 6 months. I was so embarassed because the whole right side of my face I couldnt use. It is the same as someone having a stroke. I was so self consious and I hated it. I remember crying and asking God why I was like that and why me...after I was finally healed and I was back to normal I saw life in a different perspective. Now I know that I was only 12 but I use to hang around snobbish people. I thought first before I said something about anyone to make sure that it wouldn't hurt their feelings in any way. I now know that God had let me get the disease because I needed to change. Now I am not saying that God gave me it but I do know that he let it happen for a reason. Now I know that my story isn't anything like yours at all but I know how it feels to almost give up and wanting to crawl into a hole. I still remember how I felt then. I about two years ago started getting panic attacks. I think I started getting them because of my granddad's death. It really bothered me but I never spoke about it. It wasn't intil about five months ago that I talked somewhat about it with my sister. I also had a few alcholics in my family that I was worried to death were going to end up killing theirself or someone else. This then began my panic attacks. I just recieved the program today, but I have been to the web site and talked to some people quit a bit. It has made me feel so good to know there are others out there that are feeling the same way or did and are healed. I called the number I heard on the radio that I feel like God was telling me to call because I was driving down the road and called which is something I don't ever do. I then joined the prayer group on here and I am already feeling alot better. I have talked to sooo many people that have talked about how they feel like God had brought them here and I am sure that God was doing the same for you. Sorry for the long drown out story but I want you to know that God has something big in store for you and yes you will recover and things will be a new beginning for you. I hope that you will join the prayer group that is on here we meet on Wed at 10. I hope you will keep it posted on how you are doing. I will have my prayer group pray for you and I will do the same. God bless you!
Jennifier
I am glad that you know that God is with you, because he is. I am sorry that all of these things are happening to you but I do know that God can heal you and perform a miracle in your life. I had Bell's palsy when I was younger and in most cases it goes away in a few weeks. I was that small percentage that had it for 6 months. I was so embarassed because the whole right side of my face I couldnt use. It is the same as someone having a stroke. I was so self consious and I hated it. I remember crying and asking God why I was like that and why me...after I was finally healed and I was back to normal I saw life in a different perspective. Now I know that I was only 12 but I use to hang around snobbish people. I thought first before I said something about anyone to make sure that it wouldn't hurt their feelings in any way. I now know that God had let me get the disease because I needed to change. Now I am not saying that God gave me it but I do know that he let it happen for a reason. Now I know that my story isn't anything like yours at all but I know how it feels to almost give up and wanting to crawl into a hole. I still remember how I felt then. I about two years ago started getting panic attacks. I think I started getting them because of my granddad's death. It really bothered me but I never spoke about it. It wasn't intil about five months ago that I talked somewhat about it with my sister. I also had a few alcholics in my family that I was worried to death were going to end up killing theirself or someone else. This then began my panic attacks. I just recieved the program today, but I have been to the web site and talked to some people quit a bit. It has made me feel so good to know there are others out there that are feeling the same way or did and are healed. I called the number I heard on the radio that I feel like God was telling me to call because I was driving down the road and called which is something I don't ever do. I then joined the prayer group on here and I am already feeling alot better. I have talked to sooo many people that have talked about how they feel like God had brought them here and I am sure that God was doing the same for you. Sorry for the long drown out story but I want you to know that God has something big in store for you and yes you will recover and things will be a new beginning for you. I hope that you will join the prayer group that is on here we meet on Wed at 10. I hope you will keep it posted on how you are doing. I will have my prayer group pray for you and I will do the same. God bless you!
Jennifier
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Thanks for responding and yes it does mean the world to know there are others like you out there. For the longest time dealing with this as a Christian was hard because as faith people we are taught we are not suppose to have these or any problems but even the Word of God says the rain falls on the just and the unjust. So thanks so much for your story it encouraged my heart and I'm glad you finally got the program I know it's made a difference in my life thus far and am looking forward to seeing what lies ahead. Thanks again.
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dlady7,
Because we are Christians satan is more attacking us then someone who is not. We have something to do on this earth and he knows that our work here and our prayers are changing peoples lives all the time. We just need to keep faith because the Lord is going to take us through this! It is alot better to know that people are here that are Christians and are going through the same thing. I think that this program is a Godsent. God has helped me through all of my anxiety and panic and it is getting better each day. God bless you and I hope that you keep faith and keep moving forward!
Jennifier
Because we are Christians satan is more attacking us then someone who is not. We have something to do on this earth and he knows that our work here and our prayers are changing peoples lives all the time. We just need to keep faith because the Lord is going to take us through this! It is alot better to know that people are here that are Christians and are going through the same thing. I think that this program is a Godsent. God has helped me through all of my anxiety and panic and it is getting better each day. God bless you and I hope that you keep faith and keep moving forward!
Jennifier
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