So I dont know who all read my last post about dating the newly divorced man with 2 children but read that before reading this..
I got a little tipsy on Sunday and confessed myself to him, We had already made the "girlfriend-boyfriend" label, but I told him if he wasnt serious he had to go now. Well that backfired, he said I reaked him out and we needed to take some steps back. I feel like hes gonna go back to his ex, but Im almost sure its my anxiety, but I could be wrong. He says he wants to continue to see me and hang out and what not, but Im just torn and depressed. been crying all day. Im so sensitive. I dont like it. Im tired of not being happy. I know I tend to go too fast, I try so hard not too. I guess I do not know how. I need answers. Im tryin so hard to focus on myself and do what is best for me, but depression and anxiety stops that from happening. I drove to class today and got into the parking lot and started crying, I am now home. I need balance. I have my meds and I called to set up and earlier appt with my therapist, but I just cant seem to get a hold on anythng right now....