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by Iwillbebetter » Fri Apr 13, 2012 9:26 am
I have recently been struggling with this also. What is keeping me going is the want/need to not be the person I have all my life!! I have seen some of the changes and know I do not have to live that way anylonger. But to not live that way I have to do the work. I know if I don't I will end up right back where I was!! I DO NOT want to be that person any longer!!
The other thing that keeps me going is my kids!! They are also what got me to pick up and start!! I started to see things in them that I knew were in me at that age. The things that led me to where I am today!! That was a real eye opener!! I have to learn to teach them differently!! I don't want to raise them to be this way, I want more for them!!
Knowing that I don't have to live this way I think is the main thing for me!! It doesn't HAVE to be I have made it so. I can unmake it as well!!

"Only rainbows after rain, the sun will always come again, and it's a cirlce, circling around again it comes around again...."