new here to this site

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Sun Mar 08, 2009 1:49 am

Hi all,

Hi my little peanut. I love peanuts, especially the chocolate covered on, the sugar coated ones, the ones with toffee smeared all over them, roasted, and just plain salted ones. As much as I love them, I have to watch out for all the toppings on the little goobers. But I can still love them.

Thank you so much for taking time to read through all the stuff I say, not just here, because I can tell you are really following and staying focused on the recovery. If you weren't you might just pass up what I have posted up, as it appears so many other do.

No matter what, you stay positive and focused on the prize. Some days will be tougher than others but you will just float through as if nothing is going to deter you.

Lots of big hugs to you and to all that have been touched by what God has put in my heart to share with all who care to get and stay focused on the prize of recovery. I will continue to pray for all here.

Gotta go, I am going to step out in confidence, and go to church to do some fellowshipping.

This is a huge hurdle for me so wish me luck.

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Thu Mar 19, 2009 6:35 pm

Hi to everyone Wishful(V) here. I'm also new to this site. I'm not so sure how to post anything of my own yet, like you Dhylles, I didn't not know that I was suffering from depression and anxiety till I've started to cry and cry and couldn't stop. It hurt my chest so much and scared me I didn't know what was happening to me I was just scared. The same thing happen to me I just lost the happiness and joy I had for life. I feel so empty and lonely and you could say why do I feel lonely? I'm divorced and single with 3 boys that keep me busy. I always have negative thoughts and feel sad. I just started the program and I'm praying that it will help me cope with this low self esteem I have of myself, because it horrible to say but I feel like god has forgot me sometime. I hope that speaking to all who would like to listen to me inspire me to keep trying, because feeling like this is really scarey and sad. So stick in there Dhylles I know how you feel. I'm in the same journey as you. Hope we can help each other.
Wihfull(V)

Originally posted by Dhylles:
hey everyone dhylles here. new to this site and suffering from depression and anxiety. i did not realize that i have been depressed for a while now. i started having anxiety attacks last year June 2008 and have had minor attacks since then. the depression just makes me feel tired and restless and really drains me out. my negative thoughts are horrible and i try to override them with positivity and prayer and it is the hardest thing i have ever had to deal with in my life. i know i will be okay and i am glad that i am not alone in this struggle to get better. i wanted to know if anyone else has thoughts that they have hiv/aids in the back of their minds eventhough they have been tested and are perfectly fine? that is my negative thought and the only negative thought day in and day out for the past three months now. It has like a record playing in my head all day long. The only time i don't think about it is when i am busy at work and doing something that requires alot of focus and thinking. I am a worrier by nature and over analyze things too much but never have i been this harsh to myself. I just started the cd/dvd and i hope it helps me get over this struggle so i can live a happy and normal life. God will all will be okay with me.

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Thu Mar 19, 2009 6:42 pm

Hi Gman,

Wishfull(V) here. I think I answered one of your topis but I'm not sure, as you see I'm new and trying to learn how to speak to anyone. I've read what you had to say and I feel like your so close to god something that I've lost some of and it scares me to think like that. I have days that are so tough I just want to quit. I don't like it. So I just wanted to say I don't know yet but your words make me feel like I have some hope still. Thank You!! Gman.

Wishfull(V)

Originally posted by Gman5256:
Hi all,

Hi my little peanut. I love peanuts, especially the chocolate covered on, the sugar coated ones, the ones with toffee smeared all over them, roasted, and just plain salted ones. As much as I love them, I have to watch out for all the toppings on the little goobers. But I can still love them.

Thank you so much for taking time to read through all the stuff I say, not just here, because I can tell you are really following and staying focused on the recovery. If you weren't you might just pass up what I have posted up, as it appears so many other do.

No matter what, you stay positive and focused on the prize. Some days will be tougher than others but you will just float through as if nothing is going to deter you.

Lots of big hugs to you and to all that have been touched by what God has put in my heart to share with all who care to get and stay focused on the prize of recovery. I will continue to pray for all here.

Gotta go, I am going to step out in confidence, and go to church to do some fellowshipping.

This is a huge hurdle for me so wish me luck.