Taking Chances
I started taking anti depression medication, which was really hard for me. I have been doing really good. I have been more outgoing, more confident. I even went to an 8minutedatings which any who knows me if like impossible to imagine. I even talked and I was really proud of myself because usually I let my emotions get the better of me and I close up and would run away, but I actually stayed the whole night and talked. You are probably wondering why I came on today. I thought I did a really good job talking and I seemed to have a lot in common with them, but not a single one of them even wanted to be my friend. I have been trying all day to not let it get to me but lately it has been hard to keep up the self confidence. I have been having such a hard time getting a job, making new friends and here I do something so hard for me and it comes out as a flop. I know it sounds like such a stupid thing to get all depressed over but when it has been having all you life no matter how hard you try to change it is hard not to. But anyways, that is just my two cents for the night.
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