Depressed from everyone lying to me..

xlostgirlx · Post by **xlostgirlx** » Sat Jul 04, 2009 3:01 am

Lately everyone has been lying to me... Like my parents lie to me about getting this program for me on anxiety and depression to help me then they turn around and say they can't get it and get my hopes all up just to crash it thinking i could actually for once get the help i need. And the one thing that really hurt is that i had to let my best friend go forever because she had lied to me for the last time. She was visiting me and came over 2 days ago and for the past 2 weeks she had been teasing me with getting a baby kitten and i wanted it so bad so she said on the weekend she would come over and bring them to me so i could pick one and that she would stay longer this time so we could actually hang out since we haven't since last year.. so then the next day i called and she lied.... she gave the kittens away and when i said "could you atleast hang out with me like you said you would?" Then she just said "I'm busy" and hung up the phone. So i just left her an email and had to drop her as a friend. But i don't understand why so many people are teasing and lying to me so much. Maybe i should lie back and make them feel how much it hurts to be lied to when you think you can trust someone.

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Sat Jul 04, 2009 7:57 pm

I have that feeling too at times
xlostgirlsx especially when my stepfather was alive who told me that I didn't have depression
but finally getting this program after 5 years of wanting it I'm glad I have it & it'll be worth every penny to me. Having others deny that I have depression really hurt me but now I'm out there for the long haul as I want to be there for others especially my youngest stepsister but want to be careful on how to approach it. I know I've been hurt too many times but I know that my 12 step work has given me extra benefits. I pray that I get better but know that I have a long way to go
Take care of yourself xlostgirlsx youre worth it.
Take Care Lee

Guest · Post by **Guest** » Mon Jul 13, 2009 2:03 am

Lost girl,

If you have even the slightest amount of faith in Jesus Christ, pm me and we will help you.